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INFORMATION
thy blog owner.
TANBEEYAN
is not blessed with big eyes, sharp nose, overbite, clear skin, curly hair, double eyelids, skinny face, long body, big breasts, skinny arms, slim thighs and a skinny body.

but she is blessed with a family, great friends, a handphone, computer, headphones, 160cm.

i ♥ lemon, honeydew, cinnamon, watermelon, lychee and all other goodness in life. i like spastic people. :D

muffinated@hotmail.com

GIVE ME ROSES, DAISIES OR BALLOONS!






TAGBOARD
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AFFILIATES
the big big world.
Adolphus
Angela
Arnold
Aster
Beeyan
Benjamin
Bernadette
Chemistry > YOU
Chris
Felicia
Hoiki
Hongshen
Jasper
Jiahui
Jianhong
Jianyou
Jiayu
Joey
Jolin
Jorim
Joshua
Jun Ming
Kiat Han
Magdalene
Marc
Meiyen
Nataline
Pei Kheng
Qi Xiang
Ryan Chia
Tianyan
Trisha
Weisheng
Vanessa
Vincent
Weishan
Yiling


REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
  • January 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009


    • CREDITS
    spontaneous applause.
    Layout: materialisti-c
    Resources: ♥ ♥ ♥

    Sunday, May 31, 2009
    Title : empty wallet
    Time : 10:31 PM


    an empty wallet, a happy lady.

    bought two skirts, one polo tee, two necklaces and an eyelash curler. happy went home to find out that one of the skirts i bought was wrong size Y_Y so had to give it to my sister.

    TANBEEYAN MUST SLIM DOWN AND BECOME A DEMURE SOPHISTICATED WOMAN DURING THIS HOLIDAY! CLEAR ALL MY PIMPLES! BUY MORE SKIRTS!


    good luck paul.
    Title : sigh
    Time : 4:34 PM

    i can't believe i spent my sunday afternoon trying to fold double eyelids. off to shop the sunday night away at T1 y_y
    Title : would you?
    Time : 12:28 AM

    If i were blue, would you be there for me
    and whisper in my ears that's okay
    would you stand by me? let me hold you tight
    and say you love me one more time

    If i feel good, would you slow dance with me
    and touch my lips with tender loving care
    would you die for me? would you run with me
    and never look back?

    Would you be there to love, to be with me?
    Would you swear that your love is always true?
    Would you say that you'll always be the one
    to take my breath away?

    Would you be there to love, to be with me?
    Would you swear that your love is always true?
    Would you say that you'll always be the one
    to take my breath away?

    Would you be there?

    If i am away, would you still think of me
    and whished that you could hold me now
    Would you die for me, would you run with me
    All the way?

    Would you be there to love, to be with me?
    Would you swear that your love is always true?
    Would you say that you'll always be the one
    to take my breath away?

    Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
    Would you swear that your love is always true?
    Would you say that you always be there
    to kiss my pain away?

    Would you be there to love, to be with me?
    Would you swear that love is always true?
    Would you say that you'll always be the one
    to take my breath away?

    Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
    Would you swear that your love is always true?
    Would you say that you'll always be there
    to kiss my pain away?

    Would you be there? for me?
    Saturday, May 30, 2009
    Title : toothbrush
    Time : 2:54 PM


    this toothbrush very sad lor.


    YES. MY COMPUTER CAME BACK HOME :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
    super boring when A is overseas and A is at trainers camp. no one to disturb. mum say cannot go out cause later tio swine flu.

    MY TERRAPIN CAN FINALLY SWIM K.


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    edit
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    i was damn shocked just now when my mum took out a sewing machine from the eighties. the cover looked like some weird thing. thought it was a barbie doll house that was chucked away in the cupboard. then a few years ago thought it was an air con thing. then now, the truth is outttttt!


    COOL LOR.


    some more got this kind of circle thing for you to poke inside the sewing machine so it can sew out a specific kind of pattern one lor.


    and on a more random note,

    GYAKUTEN KENJI IS OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!



    editttttttttt:
    after my mummy switched on the switch, the damn sewing machine made a loud pop sound and smoke started coming out. but then the smoke smelled like popcorn so it's okay.

    no more handmade skirts Y_Y
    Friday, May 29, 2009
    Title : sports day
    Time : 8:01 PM


    Breakfast with A and A!
    breakfast with A and A, but only A ate.
    sports day was sian. watched A ran, then after that daydream, crap, murderer-ed, cheat-ed. home. planned to shop. fell asleep and woke at night. shocked by the three sms-es i received. I WILL NEVER LET YOU QUIT BAND K.

    stole my sister's subway cookie as dinner

    SUBWAY EAT FRESHHHHH
    anybody who know how to order please teach me :<


    lives created to be sold.
    Thursday, May 28, 2009
    Title : watermelon
    Time : 8:56 PM


    i love my watermelon! \o/

    had band todayzxzxz

    we love paul! we love paul! we love paul!
    and where paul goes
    we follow, we follow, we follow
    paul'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love
    from now until forever, forever, forever

    new section song okay.

    you know hor, watermelon on top the stalk why q q one ah. then apple, banana, rambutan their stalk not q q one. the stalk damn cute lor. i step into my kitchen, the first thing i noticed was this watermelon (wa ice cold watermelon is in freak weather :D) then the watermelon's stalk.

    sports day tomorrow. breakfast with A and A tomorrow. flu. sore throat. cough. EH THAT'S THE SYMPTOMS!
    hope there will be many pictures in tomorrow's post :/


    ways you made me feel alive,
    the ways i loved you;
    Wednesday, May 27, 2009
    Title : what if..
    Time : 9:47 PM

    what if..

    i'm skinnier
    i'm prettier
    i have a nicer body
    my leg was longer
    my hair is longer
    i have bigger eyes
    i have a sharper nose
    i have skinnier hands
    i have smaller cheeks
    i have perfect white teeth

    my life would have changed drastically.
    Title : uncle why so nice?
    Time : 5:22 PM


    uncle why so nice?

    wa the maths calculator thing so damn paiseh. and and and omg i'm running 4x400m Y__Y why why whyyyyyy
    Tuesday, May 26, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 10:09 PM



    I will follow him
    Follow him to wherever he may go
    And near him, I always will be
    For nothing can keep me away
    He is my destiny

    I will follow him
    Ever since he touched my heart I knew
    There isn't an ocean too deep
    A mountain so high it can keep
    Keep me away, away from his love

    I love him, I love him, I love him
    And where he goes
    I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
    He'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love
    From now until forever, forever, forever

    I will follow him
    Follow him wherever he may go
    There isn't an ocean too deep
    A mountain so high it can deep
    Keep me away, away from his love

    We will follow him
    Follow him wherever he may go
    There isn't an ocean too deep
    A mountain so high it can keep
    Keep us away, away from his love

    I love him, oh yes I love him
    I'll follow, I'm gonna follow
    True love, he'll always be my true, true love
    Forever, now until forever
    I love him, I love him, I love him
    And where he goes
    I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
    He'll always be my true love
    My true love, my true love
    From now until forever
    Forever, forever

    There isn't an ocean too deep
    A mountain so high it can keep
    Keep me away, away from his love


    prison never looked this fun


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    Title : floorballzxzxz
    Time : 9:09 PM

    sorry i screwed up for floorball

    fear my artistic ball of mucus covered tissues



    floorball was fun but sian didn't win. I FINALLY SAW PAUL IN LIKE 54561897891841651 YEARS. AND HE WAVED TO ME :D today i damn kiasu bring 3 thermometers to school okay! but then didn't have the chance to use it. sore throat coming to haunt meeeee


    so long already, feel like closing my blog/LJ already cause i think that there's nobody reading it :/ unless got stalkers that i don't know lor.
    Monday, May 25, 2009
    Title : floorball
    Time : 7:03 PM

    AHHHHHHHH FLOORBALL TOMORROWWWWWWWWWW
    years since i last picked up the stick
    months since i last played a game
    weeks since i last ran

    I SUCK AT EYE AND HAND AND LEG CO-ORDINATIONS
    sorry 3b T-T
    Sunday, May 24, 2009
    Title : sick
    Time : 9:38 PM

    slight cough, runny nose, sneeze. when i swallow, the back of my nose feels painful also. imagine looking at a person with disheveled hair due to rolling on the sofa, with an orangey complexion and a tissue paper shoved up her nose using the computer. that's me and you can say goodbye to your lunch and dinner tomorrow.

    today was crap. weather is hot. slept on the couch for a few hours before pulling myself up to look in the mirror and saying "tanbeeyan. you look like you're going to die from overdose of papaya" then used the computer. my head feels heavy, sometimes when i stand up my head feels giddy then my vision turns white and blurry. i think i'm going to die.

    goodbye world
    i think my biggest regret is to miss the Final Fantasy Distant World concert. heard its great :(


    im itching to bake something. i need guinea pigs. A and A better watch out for my pastries okay.
    Saturday, May 23, 2009
    Title : butterfly
    Time : 8:16 PM




    I'm taking a moment just imagining that I'm dancing with you
    I'm your pole and all you're wearing is your shoes
    You got soul, you know what to do to turn me on
    Until I write a song about you

    And you have your own engaging style
    And you've got the knack to vivify
    And make my slacks a little tight
    You may unfasten them if you like
    That's if you crash and spend the night

    But you don't fold, you don't fade
    You got everything you need, especially me
    Sister, you've got it all

    You make the call to make my day
    In your message say my name
    Your talk is all the talk
    Sister, you've got it all
    You got it all

    Curl your upper lip up and let me look around
    Ride our tongue along your bottom lip then bite down
    And bend your back and ask those hips if I can touch
    Cause they're the perfect jumping off point
    Getting closer to your butterfly

    Will you float on by?
    Oh, kiss me with your eyelashes tonight
    Or eskimo your nose real close to mine
    And let's mood the lights and finally make it right

    But you don't fold, you don't fade
    You got everything you need, especially me
    Sister, you've got it all

    You make the call to make my day
    In your message say my name
    Your talk is all the talk
    Sister, you've got it all

    You got it all, you got it all, you got it all
    You got it all, you got it all, you got it all
    You got it all, woo, hey baby, ug
    You've got it all

    Doll, I need to see you pull your socks up
    Let me feel you updown down, slide in, slide out
    Slide over here, climb into my mouth now child

    Butterfly well you landed on my mind
    Damn right you landed on my ear and then you crawled inside
    And now I see you perfectly behind closed eyes
    I want to fly with you and I don't want to lie to you

    Cause I, cause I can't recall a better day
    So I'm coming to shine on the occasion
    You're an open-minded lady, you've got it all

    And I never forget a face
    Except for maybe my own, I have my days
    And let's face the fact here
    It's you who's got it all

    You know that fortune favors the brave
    Well let me get paid while I make your breakfast
    The rest is up to you, you make the call

    You make the call to make my day
    In your message say my name
    Your talk is all the talk
    Sister, you've got it all

    I can't recall a better day
    So I'm coming to shine on the occasion
    Hey sophisticated lady, oh you got it all

    You got it all, you got it all
    You got it all, you got it all, you got it all
    You got it all, you got it all, you got it all
    You got it all! Hey! You got it all, woo!

    You got it all
    You got it all
    You got it all

    Butterfly, baby, well you got it all
    Title : butterfly
    Time : 7:29 PM


    daisieeeeeeees

    a butterfly landed on my head during foot drills just now. must be my sweat smell like flower

    hokay. need to get back the hang of foot drills and waking up early on saturdays. sectionals was super fun with zoe.

    i think i can start calling my pimples "the fruit of beeyan's labour".

    omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
    iomgomgomgomgomgenjoyomgomgomgomggoing
    omgomgomgomgtoomgomgomgomgomgomgomgschoolomgomgomg
    omgomgomgomgearlyomgomgomgomgomgonomgomgomg
    omgomgomgomgsaturdayomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
    Friday, May 22, 2009
    Title : after 200 years
    Time : 10:30 PM

    I FINALLY COMPLETED APOLLO JUSTICE!



    yehyehyehyehyehyehyeh
    tomorrow's the first foot drill session in this yearrrrrrr! (i think) ARE YOU EXCITEDDDDDD?

    ahhhhhhhhhhh
    Wednesday, May 20, 2009
    Title : forever
    Time : 10:31 PM

    forever. how long will forever last?
    Title : MY DESKTOP IS BACK!
    Time : 6:07 PM

    i finally have a working desktop in my house after 2 or 3 days.


    Went to Plaza Sing with A, A and HK on 18 May. Ate pastamaniaaaaaaaaaa. Then went around window shopping, touching everything in sight then faster get out of the shop when the shopkeeper comes and asks if we needed help.

    computer broke down two days ago. or was it three. had nothing to do at home except playing DS and folding paper cranes.




    had mahjong with Adolphus, Chenting, Shila and Chunhong. at first chenting haven't come so we didn't play with money. that time i was wining like siao lor. he come already then i started losing money. Lost $6.10 =_= Adolphus won $4 or so. Chenting $2, Shila lost $2. Sianzxzxzxzxz

    BAND TOMORROW! FOOT DRILLS ON SATURDAY WITH ELENA! ARE YOU EXCITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED?!

    Sunday, May 17, 2009
    Title : quiz to kill timeeee
    Time : 5:14 PM

    Rules: Once you've been tagged, fill this out and repost as, "My Autobiography". And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

    1. Where did you take your profile pic?
    home, when i have nothing to do and i just bought a new stuffed toy

    2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
    heather grey shirt, dunman high shorts, black specs and two black ear sticks

    3. What is your current problem?
    having too many suckers that cross paths with me

    4. What makes you happy most?
    being lesser than 50kg

    5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
    Nobody - Wondergirls
    I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! *clap clap*
    i learnt the dance in the toilet just now okay!

    6. Any celeb you would marry?
    no.

    7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
    1983 – Yuna Ito, Japanese singer and actress
    1983 – Ángel Sánchez, Puerto Rican baseball player
    1985 – David Allen, American composer and writer
    1987 – Jack Lawless, American drummer for the Jonas Brothers
    1990 – John Tavares, Canadian ice hockey player
    1990 – Marilou, Quebec pop singer
    1991 – Spencer Locke, American actress
    1993 – Taylor Parks, American actress
    1995 – Sammi Hanratty, American actress

    8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
    can't sing so no

    9. Has anyone ever said u look like a celebrity?
    no.

    10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows?
    nopeeeeeee. i'm hooked on the computer.

    11. Do you speak any language?
    singlish yea.

    12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
    nope

    13. Do you ever watch MTV?
    yea

    14. What is something that really annoys you?
    when people spite you with something you really want and indirectly tell you that.


    Chapter 1:
    ===============

    1. Middle name:
    Bee?

    2. Nickname(s)
    red red red red red red red

    3. Current location
    Singapore
    Tampines
    Home
    Living room

    4. Eye color:
    TURQUOISE. brown

    Chapter 2:
    ===============

    1. Do you get along with your parents?
    yes

    2. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
    MARRIEEEEEEED

    Chapter 3: Favorites
    ===============

    1. Ice Cream:
    Lemon

    2. Season:
    Spring and winter

    3. Shampoo/conditioner
    Organics. i don't care cause organics sound cooler than sunsilk.

    Chapter 4: Do you..
    ===============

    1. Dance in the shower?
    i did just now while trying to learn the nobody dance LOL

    2. Do you write on your hand?
    to pass messages to people around me

    3. Call people back?
    when i'm happy, sad, or fucking angry.

    4. Believe in love?
    no.

    5. Any bad habits?
    being hooked on the internet

    6. Any mental health issues?
    no

    Chapter 5: Have you..
    ===============

    1. Broken a bone?
    nope

    2. Sprained anything?
    my back when i started the bassoon

    3. Had physical therapy?
    retail therapy can?

    4. Gotten stitches?
    nope

    5.Taken painkillers?
    nope

    6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling?
    nope

    7. Been stung by a bee?
    nope

    8. Thrown up at the dentist?
    nearly. when i was p1 and the dentist has fricking big hands.

    9. Sworn in front of your parents?
    nope

    10. Had detention?
    once cause my paper got lost

    Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
    ===============

    1. Movie(s)
    can't remember

    2. Three people to text you?
    Ashley, Adolphus, Arnold

    3. Person you called?
    Weijie to pass the bring thermometer tomorrow thing

    4. Person you hugged?
    fat people don't need hugs

    5. Person you tackled?
    can't remember.

    6. Person you talked to on IM?
    can't remember

    7. Thing you touched?
    phone to sms Ashley and Adolphus

    8. Thing you ate?
    Mark and spencer's biscuit. going to jog to repent ~_~

    9. Thing you drank?
    Plain water

    10. Thing you said?
    I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!
    while self-highing in the toilet


    =============== HOW I END MY SENTENCES==============

    1. My ex...
    does not exist because i'm fat and ugly and unavailable

    2. Maybe I should...
    start running. now.

    3. I love...
    smsing people

    4. People would say that I...
    have a waist line of 28 with a beautiful pair of legs that couldn't be anymore longer.
    shouldn't waste my time thinking about that.

    5. I don't understand why....
    people like to act stupid so that the guys they like will "awww you're so innocent" and fall in love

    6. When I wake up in the morning ...
    i will check my face to see if there's new pimple outbreaks to kill my day.

    7. I lost my...
    v-v-v-virgi trust for all of you

    8. Life is full of....
    assholes that ruin everything

    9. My past is...
    perfect till i hit puberty

    10. I get annoyed very quickly....
    with i meet girls who act stupid

    11. Parties are...
    spelled similarly to panties

    12. I wish life was not...
    so hard to live with assholes

    13. Dogs are...
    lovable if they're shetland sheepdogs or border collies

    14. Cats are...
    LOVE

    15. Tomorrow is..
    an exciting journey to singapore's west with A and A

    16. I have a low tolerance for...
    people who just deserves to be punched or slapped

    17. If I had a million dollars...
    我有一百万 一世人没有遗憾
    有钱才有爱 买花要慷慨
    百天送Tiffany 生日要给LV
    说也不苦命 只是打拼的打工仔
    薪水不够生儿育女 只够HDB
    若是我有一百万 我要坐飞机
    每天驾Ferarri Hawaii洒太阳 Japan吃Sushi
    若是我有一百万 要炒金炒股票
    天天数钞票 天天跷大脚 天天哈哈笑

    有钱才有爱 买花要慷慨
    百天送Tiffany 生日要给LV
    说也不苦命 只是打拼的打工仔
    薪水不够唱KTV 只够HDB
    若是我有一百万 我要坐飞机 每天驾Ferarri
    去威尼斯划船 罗马吃Spaghetti
    若是我有一百万 我指的是英镑 不是讲Rupiah
    闲着没事干 陪美女做 Yoga

    若是我有一百万 我要坐飞机
    每天驾Ferarri Hawaii洒太阳 Japan吃Sushi
    若是我有一百万 要炒金炒股票
    天天数钞票 天天跷大脚 天天哈哈笑
    If we all have 一百万 一百万
    要是你的手头紧 开口别客气
    若是我有一百万 分给你
    反正只是梦而已 当然吗没问题
    若是我有一百万 一百万

    18. I'm totally terrified...
    of not getting married

    19. My spouse is...
    tampines's biggest chao ah beng :/

    20. Money is...
    everyone's best friend
    Title : i have sinned
    Time : 2:12 PM

    I HAVE SINNED


    i see something!


    IS THIS WHAT I THINK IT IS?


    OH EM GEEEEEEEE


    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


    so i'm going to jog everyday to repent :( exams haven't over i'm starting to plan what i'm going to do during june holidays liao. 1/2 dedicated to band, dnt and extra lessons. 1/8 bake, 1/8 piano, 1/4 SHOPPING!
    Title : nobody nobody but youuuu
    Time : 12:08 PM
    Saturday, May 16, 2009
    Title : memories are things that build a person
    Time : 12:12 AM

    stuffs that mean something to me, kept nicely in a file. i'll soon buy a box to put everything inside. another thing to shop for! i have the urge to spend money nowaday.


    notice board thing


    2008's band schedule and band rules. i didn't remember keeping them =_= still got the musical extravaganza timetable.


    The way you...
    You seem skilled in...
    The first thing i noticed about you...


    messages from the envelope that every one have
    debbie (leng)'s farewell card for me (the one with blossom sticker)


    choir concert! 8th april, VCH.


    still got my fingering chart, class photos, first piece i played on piano (gave up learning halfway)
    my eyelids are dropping. time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep!

    Change the colors of the sky.
    And open up to
    The ways you made me feel alive.
    Friday, May 15, 2009
    Title : WEEEE
    Time : 11:42 AM


    11 DOWN 4 TO GO!

    i mixed up what's covalent and ionic. i don't know how to write equations.

    wa i blogged consecutively for 47 days and then the chain was broken :/ physics and a maths is screwed sia. my daily routine is screwed. wake up 6, school till 12, home, nap till 2, computer till 4, tv till 5, study till 12, drop sleep, wake up 6, school till 12...

    i feel like cutting back butch hair. don't need to tie, don't need to worry when wind blow, PRETTY FRINGE!
    my fringe is crap.

    i also feel like a loser cause i stood by and watch three cats catch and bite onto a pigeon. i just stood there and look. i don't know why but i didn't move. the more i think about it, the more heartless i feel. the pigeon was like jumping jumping, can't fly. then the cat jump and bite onto the pigeon at its neck, the pigeon wings was wide open ready to defend itself, but cannot. i just stood and watch. i just stood and watch. i just stood and watch. i just stood and watch. wtf why didn't i run over and shoo the cats away and put the pigeon at a safe spot zz

    i dreamt about something weird yesterday. was hungry when i went to sleep, then i dreamt of going to buy bbt and yam cake. the guy at the bbt stall was short but then the lemon syrup was high up on the shelf so he scolded me. then suddenly scene change to a yam cake stall. wa it's been quite long since i drank bbt and eat yam cake :/


    little by little, bit by bit :D
    Tuesday, May 12, 2009
    Title : heh
    Time : 4:03 PM


    six down, nine to go

    SHRED THE DAMN PAPERS


    BIOLOGY WAS NOT THAT BAD AS I EXPECTED!
    i thought it will be like $#@^ing hard that will instant K.O. me but it didn't! some ass stole my ruler so my lock and key diagram was shit. next big worry is a maths, then chemistry.


    to buy list after exams:
    hairband
    rubber band
    fedora hat
    dress

    BUDGET $70 GOGOGO!


    Shadows fill an empty heart
    As love is fading,
    From all the things that we are
    But are not saying.
    Can we see beyond the scars
    And make it to the dawn?

    Change the colors of the sky.
    And open up to
    The ways you made me feel alive,
    The ways I loved you.
    For all the things that never died,
    To make it through the night,
    Love will find you.

    What about now?
    What about today?
    What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
    What if our love never went away?
    What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
    Baby, before it's too late,
    What about now?

    The sun is breaking in your eyes
    To start a new day.
    This broken heart can still survive
    With a touch of your grace.
    Shadows fade into the light.
    I am by your side,
    Where love will find you.

    What about now?
    What about today?
    What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
    What if our love, it never went away?
    What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
    Baby, before it's too late,
    What about now?

    Now that we're here,
    Now that we've come this far,
    Just hold on.
    There is nothing to fear,
    For I am right beside you.
    For all my life,
    I am yours.

    What about now?
    What about today?
    What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
    What if our love never went away?
    What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

    What about now?
    What about today?
    What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
    What if our love never went away?
    What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
    Baby, before it's too late,
    Baby, before it's too late,
    Baby, before it's too late,
    What about now?
    Monday, May 11, 2009
    Title : oh em geeeeee
    Time : 5:50 PM

    oh em gee. major paper that can instant K.O. me...

    BIOLOGY

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    HOPE THE DAYS I SPENT BEING A LONER IN CLASS AFTER SCHOOL TO STUDY BIOLOGY PAYS OFF WITH AT LEAST A B! ♥

    then will be Physics AND A maths, and the killer of most killer

    CHEMISTRY WHICH I DON'T UNDERSTAND. AT ALL!


    i hope you're working hard too.
    Title : hinthint
    Time : 12:04 AM

    *hint*

    http://taintedtattoo.livejournal.com/42794.html#cutid1
    Sunday, May 10, 2009
    Title : LOLOL
    Time : 11:31 AM





    read the news. MSK selling ramly burgers in malaysia =_=
    pictures from EDMW
    Saturday, May 09, 2009
    Title : mother's day
    Time : 11:39 PM

    Time check: 11.52PM, 8 more minutes to
    HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!


    as your filial daughter, i bought you something cheap and useful, so you won't scold me and say i waste money again. you cannot say it's useless okay! <:D
    and so, went to Tampines 1 (grrr i hate that place) today to shop for presents. quite straightforward la. cause agak agak got in mind what to buy for her already. so..




    heeeeeee

    after buying, went to tampines mall (STILL GOT BIG CROWD THERE DESPITE TAMPINES1 OKAY!) to shop for mummy's day present. went to face shop, isetan (no money buy designer bag for her but still), then i knew what to buy. A CANE!

    but before chionging to a place that sells canes, i went to montipth to replenish my butterfly clips (mine dropped into the toilet bowl when i was very goong in the morning) and got some ear sticks. i wanted to buy many many many many nice clips la, but then i thought that i buy already also cannot use to school, go gai gai also seldom tie hair. AND I NEED TO GET RID OF THE LONG ANNOYING CURL AT THE END OF MY FRINGE. But then it's like, i cut bangs, people say. i leave the ridiculously long curly end of the fringe there, people say. i think tuesday tie everything up best la.

    then chionged to my house downstairs buy.

    AT LEAST I NEVER BUY THE WASH TOILET BOWL BRUSH OKAY!

    Time check: 12.01AM

    HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

    :)

    Title : YOU KNOW WHAT?!
    Time : 12:36 PM

    i never knew that peeling a mask off your face is so #@$!&#*(%ing painful. it's like pulling off a skin of your face, and there's another layer of skin below the skin you are peeling off so that you can feel the pain.

    what am i saying =_= BUT I WILL TRY IT AGAIN CAUSE IT'S FUN TO SEE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR TRYING TO PEEL OFF A "SKIN" TO SEE IF YOUR SKIN GOT BETTER!

    off to buy last minute present for somebody shop alone



    HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARDWORKING AND ENTHUSIASTIC JUNIOR
    Friday, May 08, 2009
    Title : time
    Time : 9:45 PM


    time is running out

    i find it weird.
    yet i find it amusing at the same time. what's wrong with me?
    throw me back to reality please.
    time to push everything aside,
    time to sleep with no worries.

    -----


    hello people. (if there's still people reading this blog)
    i'm going to fail my ss and chinese. i didn't even finish the damn section b la. chiong chiong chiong, at first handwriting kns already, the ending is just scribbles =_= for chinese i got all my vocabs wrong, because i didn't even know which character is correct.

    what's over is overrrrrrr!
    FOUR DOWN, ELEVEN MORE TO GO!
    Thursday, May 07, 2009
    Title : social studies
    Time : 6:41 PM


    two down, thirteen more.
    12 days till the end.

    days seem to pass quite slowly. why do things trip me constantly after i'm trying to climb back up?
    Wednesday, May 06, 2009
    Title : sticks and stones
    Time : 6:18 PM

    new specszxzxz! mid years starting tomorrow.



    I WILL PASS EVERYTHING WITH FLYING RAINBOWS! INCLUDING BIOLOGY!
    FIFTEEN PAPERS, 13 DAYS TILL THE END!

    sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.
    Tuesday, May 05, 2009
    Title : fifth may!
    Time : 8:25 PM


    GOGO BEEEYAAAAAAN! 2 MORE CHAPTERS TO GO

    staying back after school to study really helps. its much much much better than coming home to study but used the computer in the end like i always do. and i realised my headphone sponge ripped.


    :(..


    ..
    ..
    .


    YES AN EXCUSE TO BUY A NEW HEADPHONE/EARPIECE WOOOHOOOO! :D:D
    Monday, May 04, 2009
    Title : BIOLOGY
    Time : 9:38 PM


    I WILL PASS MY BIOLOGY WITH FLYING COLOURS!

    was supposed to study biology since the time i came back home, but i went to get new specs and had my hair cut. collecting my specs on wednesday! :D matt + black weeeee. but now i'm going to have trouble tying my hair up already.

    yesterday, my mother said that her medicine had scorpions inside. i thought she was kidding until she really fished out the scorpion in her chinese medicine.



    oh em geeeeeeeeeeeee. there's also like beatles and twigs inside.
    Sunday, May 03, 2009
    Title : shitttttttt
    Time : 2:26 PM

    i left half of my homework in school

    life sucks.
    OH AND I'M TAKING DNT! :D
    Saturday, May 02, 2009
    Title : fail
    Time : 8:06 PM



    i have a feeling that i'm going to fail biology.
    Friday, May 01, 2009
    Title : and so
    Time : 9:29 PM

    and so, i did not study at all today y_y

    woke up at 8am, wanted to study at 12pm. dragged till 12.30, then till 1. then 1.30, 2, 2.30.. and tada

    it's 9.32pm now.


    I'M GOING TO MUG FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS!
    SLAP ME IF I'M TALKING TO YOU ONLINE