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INFORMATION
thy blog owner.
TANBEEYAN
is not blessed with big eyes, sharp nose, overbite, clear skin, curly hair, double eyelids, skinny face, long body, big breasts, skinny arms, slim thighs and a skinny body.

but she is blessed with a family, great friends, a handphone, computer, headphones, 160cm.

i lemon, honeydew, cinnamon, watermelon, lychee and all other goodness in life. i like spastic people. :D

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TAGBOARD
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AFFILIATES
the big big world.
Adolphus
Angela
Arnold
Aster
Beeyan
Benjamin
Bernadette
Chemistry > YOU
Chris
Felicia
Hoiki
Hongshen
Jasper
Jiahui
Jianhong
Jianyou
Jiayu
Joey
Jolin
Jorim
Joshua
Jun Ming
Kiat Han
Magdalene
Marc
Meiyen
Nataline
Pei Kheng
Qi Xiang
Ryan Chia
Tianyan
Trisha
Weisheng
Vanessa
Vincent
Weishan
Yiling


REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
  • January 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009


  • CREDITS
    spontaneous applause.
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    Saturday, February 28, 2009
    Title : LOLOLOLOL!
    Time : 6:11 PM

    Thursday, February 26, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 7:26 PM


    cry a million tears. looks like some wet rice cultivation place.


    wee i died drawing this yesterday.

    crap there's like amaths test tomorrow, and i still haven't practice nor do my compo and zuowen.
    so fast another week going to pass again.


    Wednesday, February 25, 2009
    Title : zzz
    Time : 10:06 PM

    sometimes i really want to say "stop taking everyone from me".
    Tuesday, February 24, 2009
    Title : recession
    Time : 10:59 PM


    when you are in need of something high class, yet you have no money.
    Title : :(
    Time : 7:45 PM

    The Remedy - Jason Mraz

    I saw fireworks from the freeway
    And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
    'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
    Now something on the surface it stings
    I said something on the surface
    Well it kind of makes me nervous
    Who says that you deserve this
    And what kind of god would serve this?
    We will cure this dirty old disease
    If you've got the poison I've got the remedy


    The remedy is the experience.
    This is a dangerous liaison
    I say the comedy is that it's serious.
    This is a strange enough new play on words
    I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
    The rest of your nights with the light on
    So shine the light on all of your friends
    When it all amounts to nothing in the end.


    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't worry my life away.


    I heard two men talking on the radio
    In a cross fire kind of reality show
    Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
    They were counting down the ways to stab
    The brother in the be right back after this
    The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh
    Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
    Dance with me, because if you've got the poison,
    I've got the remedy

    The remedy is the experience.
    This is a dangerous liaison
    I say the comedy is that it's serious.
    This is a strange enough new play on words
    I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
    The rest of your nights with the light on
    So shine the light on all of your friends
    When it all amounts to nothing in the end.


    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't worry my life away.


    When I fall in love I take my time
    There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
    You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

    Because

    The remedy is the experience.
    This is a dangerous liaison
    I say the comedy is that it's serious.
    This is a strange enough new play on words
    I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
    The rest of your nights with the light on
    So shine the light on all of your friends
    When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't and I won't and I won't


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    .
    .
    .

    why do i keep worrying my life away. crap must stop this.
    Sunday, February 22, 2009
    Title : quiz
    Time : 7:06 PM

    HELLO WORLD! YOU ARE TAGGED BY ME :D

    Type only ONE word answers. It's harder than you think!! Here is what you are supposed to do... and please don't spoil the fun... copy and paste into your own note, type in your answers and tag a bunch of people - including me.

    1.Where is your cell phone?
    infront

    2.Your hair?
    tied

    3.Your father?
    smoking

    4.Your favorite thing?
    sleep

    5.Your dream last night?
    lovable

    5.Your favorite drink?
    water

    7.Your dream/goal?
    smile

    8.The room you are in?
    living

    9.Your fear?
    jealousy

    10.Where do you want to be in 6 years?
    singapore

    11.Muffins?
    sweet

    12.One of your wish list items?
    DSLR

    13.Where you grew up?
    tampines

    14.The last thing you did?
    sms

    15.What are you wearing?
    clothes

    16.Your TV?
    on

    17.Your pets?
    terrapin

    18.Your computer?
    desktop

    19.Your life?
    meaningful

    20.Missing someone?
    hmm

    21.Your car?
    bmw

    22.Favourite store?
    daiso

    23.Your summer?
    happy

    24.Your favourite colour?
    red

    25.When was the last time you laughed?
    just

    26.Last time you cried?
    january

    27.Three people who last email me?
    facebook

    28.Three people who last email me?
    arnold

    29.Three people who last email me?
    siewling

    30.Three of my favourite foods?
    rice

    31.Three of my favourite foods?
    tofu

    32.Three of my favourite foods?
    takoyaki

    33.Three places I would rather be right now?
    home

    34.Three places I would rather be right now?
    mall

    35.Three places I would rather be right now?
    ikea

    36.Three people I think will respond?
    joey

    37.Three people I think will respond?
    arnold

    38.Three people I think will respond?
    nataline
    Title : sigh
    Time : 12:13 AM


    when you got cute obsessive parents..
    Saturday, February 21, 2009
    Title : if
    Time : 8:51 PM

    omg if i freaking can get married, I WANT TO HAVE 24HOUR WALK WITH MY HUSBAND ON SOME SECLUDED PAVEMENT WITH THOUSANDS OF SAKURA TREES LINED UP AS IF IT NEVER ENDS!

    OMG OMG OMG OMG DAMN PRETTY I TELL YOU.
    Title : what if...
    Time : 7:06 PM

    crap i came out with too many "what if..." questions =_=

    had school bazaar today. not very fun compared to last year :/
    went to teacher's concert, made my mind screwed lol. then went home, change and off to tm!


    what if i bring this toy to band and act as if i very cool


    what if i think i very cool and use this as a pan lid


    what if i think i very cool, give this to the percussionists and march together out of nowhere

    then had dinner, and while going back home, there was this event about Sony Ericsson and Jason Mraz concert one. The people at the Jason Mraz booth were like asking people questions about JM and taking pictures, then i suddenly ask nataline what if...

    guy: Excuse me, do you know who is Jason Mraz?
    me: huh what jason mraz.. i only know jason tan lah..
    guy: okay

    then a few minutes later, the guy approached another person and suddenly, the guy shout "CONGRATULATIONS WINNER! YOU JUST WON YOURSELF A PAIR OF TICKETS TO THE JASON MRAZ CONCERT!"
    i think i will cry sia. then immediately after i ask her, the guy at the booth said "CONGRATULATIONS! YOU JUST WON YOURSELF A PAIR OF TICKETS TO JASON MRAZ CONCERT!" to the teenager beside him

    i think we stunned there for 5 seconds staring at each other with mouths open wide wide can...
    Wednesday, February 18, 2009
    Title : hmm
    Time : 6:22 PM

    feels kind of disappointing yea.
    Monday, February 16, 2009
    Title : quiz
    Time : 5:29 PM

    You have been tagged! Write names of 21 people and answer the questions. After doing this, tag 20 friends to do the same:

    List 21 random people:

    1. Joey
    2. Arnold
    3. Nataline
    4. Kyne
    5. Ashley
    6. Genevieve
    7. Angela
    8. Jaslyn
    9. Weishan
    10. Yeowhong
    11. Sean
    12. Adolphus
    13. Tianyan
    14. Zoe
    15. Denise
    16. Paul heng
    17. Hoiki
    18. Felicia
    19. Jorim
    20. Jiahui
    21. Mummy

    *How did you meet 7?
    (Angela) Band

    *What would you do if you had never met 15?
    (Denise) There will be one less oboe player

    *What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
    (Jiahui and Joey) :O Both females la!

    *Have you ever seen 17 cry?
    (Hoiki) Nope.

    *Would 3 and 6 make a good couple?
    (Nataline and Genevieve) FEMALES FEMALES!

    *Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
    (Kyne and Paul heng) Never

    *Describe 19:
    (Jorim) Mona kok!

    *Do you like 9?
    (Weishan) Hand waving partner

    *Do you think 21 is attractive?
    (Mummy) OF COURSE LA! Later she read my blog how?

    *What is 5’s favorite color?
    (Ashley) Any color that symbolizes Gucci, LV, etc.

    *When was the last time you talked to 9?
    (Weishan) This recess LOL.

    *What language does 11 speak?
    (Sean) English and Mandarin

    *Who is 13 going out with?
    (Tianyan) Don't know.

    *What year is 16 born in?
    (Paul heng) 1993

    *What is 14’s favorite music?
    (Zoe) No idea >_>

    *Would you ever date 7?
    (Angela) whattttt.

    *Would you ever date 3?
    (Nataline) I rather date Angela.

    *Where does 18 live?
    (Felicia) Pasir Ris

    *What is the best thing about 4?
    (Kyne) Jokes.

    *What would you like to tell 10 right now?
    (Yeowhong) Er..

    *What is the best thing about 20?
    (Jiahui) Being a nice junior.

    *Have you ever kissed 1?
    (Joey) I'm straight.

    *What’s the best memory you have of 9?
    (Weishan) All my memories of her was waving lol.

    *When’s the next time you’re going to see 2?
    (Arnold) Tomorrow

    *Is 2 pretty?
    (Arnold) what.

    *What was your first impression of 15?
    (Denise) Very quiet lol.

    *How did you meet 3?
    (Nataline) Band

    *Is 5 your best friend?
    (Ashley) Good friends :D

    *Have you seen 18 in the last month?
    (Felicia) Yeap.

    *When was the last time you saw 16?
    (Paul heng) This morning

    *Have you been to 21’s house?
    (Mummy) I'm living with her since forever.

    *When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
    (Yeowhong) Tomorrow during band

    *Are you really close to 6?
    (Genevieve) Not say very close

    *Have you been to the movies with 1?
    (Joey) Nope.

    *Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
    (Jaslyn) Nope.

    *What did 12 write on your wall?
    (Adolphus) Nothing.

    *Would you give 19 a hug?
    (Jorim) She will shun me for life.

    *When have you lied to 13 ?
    (Tianyan) Er, almost everytime.

    *Do you know a secret about 11?
    (Sean) Nope.

    *Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
    (Felicia and Adolphus) Classmates.

    *Has 1 met your mother?
    (Joey) Nope.
    Sunday, February 15, 2009
    Title : can i has a cookiezxz?
    Time : 9:55 PM

    Did some baking for valentines. *not instant anymore LOL*


    Nataline's name still haven't finish


    Tadaaaa


    Second batch


    First batch cooked
    I think it looks damn cool la. But you know what? As i was removing them..


    All your names broke.


    Survivals


    Second batch :D

    GONNA MUG FOR SOCIAL STUDIES ALREADY!
    Saturday, February 14, 2009
    Title : happy happy happy!
    Time : 11:10 PM

    VALENTINES DAY :D
    HAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLE!


    THANKS ASHLEY :D

    Today was the big big surprize that we were planning all along.
    SUPER SUCCESS HOHO!

    Reached Arnold's house, joked around then set up candles and menu card and nametag.
    Then suddenly they called and said they were arriving and they can be heard downstairs shouting "I WANT TO GO TOILETTTTT" all this. LOL. Then in the end after they went to the toilet, we made them go out and restart everything. Welcome them into BlaBlaBla Restaurant (since 1994) and made them sit down.

    Introduced ourselves (the nametags super cute la) took their order and started cooking. Was super rush but funny and enjoyable la!


    Writing the menu card. There's like longkang water, premium hamster urine, lizard tongue all this.

    The 1 000 000th and 1 000 001th customer we served today:

    LOLOL! HAPPY VALENTINES! YOU TWO LOOK SUPER RETARDED HERE.

    Then served their "10 lizard tongues" "god jump over wall" "premium lizard tongue" all this.

    Then we played around, cooking, laughing like siao, had fun, clean up and lit the remaining candles in a big circle at the living room.

    They didn't let me wash anything cause i'm allergic to detergent LOL.


    Evalation forms LOL


    It's very pretty actually but my camera sucks so :l Then we did tribal dance all this inside, then took group photos!


    Natalun, Joey, Beeyun, Arnuun, Kyne
    EVERYBODY FASTER :O TOGETHER!


    Kyne, Joey, Natalun, Beeyun, Arnuun

    I look so retarded in the pictures. BUT ITS OKAY! WE HAD FUN LOL.
    Taxi to nataline's house there and switch to bus to save money. On the bus ride i keep scratching my feet and hands can. The rashes got worse, the back of my hands have, spread further down my wrist, under my feet, on my feet, the inner part of my theighs. =_=

    HAPPY 6 MONTHS JOEY AND KYNE!
    HAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLE!
    I LOVE YOU ALL!

    VIRTUAL ROSES FOR EVERYBODY WHO DIDN'T RECEIVE ONE!

    @^~~~~
    Friday, February 13, 2009
    Title : wohoooo
    Time : 7:45 PM

    i'm allergic to detergent.

    EDIT: ahhhh the medicine didn't work and the itch got worseeeeee
    Wednesday, February 11, 2009
    Title : fail again
    Time : 7:48 PM

    woo i'm going to fail physics.

    and maybe tomorrow's chinese and english compo.




    i'd listen to her
    cause i know how it hurts
    when you lose the one you wanted
    and he's taking you for granted
    and everything you had got destroyed
    Tuesday, February 10, 2009
    Title : you know
    Time : 7:56 PM

    i actually can finish my chinese compo yesterday night one lor. but then suddenly i hear one very eerie/weird sound coming from nowhere then i immediately dash to my room to sleep =_=

    lol. let's start the "10 random things about me" crap start!

    1. I like lemons
    2. and limes
    3. I once thought that emo and butch was cool
    4. I have a lot of moles covered by my hair
    5. I'm currently wearing my 3rd school shoe this year
    6. my body is very short so I look much shorter when I sit down
    7. I don't like milo
    8. I got 10/20 for E maths
    9. jealousy easily overrules me
    10. i spent my last year december holidays reading inuyasha
    Monday, February 09, 2009
    Title : sigh
    Time : 11:47 PM

    what's happening..?
    Sunday, February 08, 2009
    Title : omgomgomg
    Time : 8:07 PM

    OMG I FOUND MY VERY FIRST BLOG!

    http://thewonderofyuna.blogspot.com/

    LOL. XIANG DANG NIAN, I AM SUPER INNOCENT AND MAD WITH FINAL FANTASY.
    HENG I NEVER LINK www.barbie.com SIA.


    i'm going to spent my 14th Valentines alone. T_T
    Saturday, February 07, 2009
    Title : LOL!
    Time : 9:46 PM







    click to enlarge

    damn cool can.
    credits: http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2262177 EDMW
    Title : weird
    Time : 7:53 PM

    There are people who are so poor that they have to sell their body to survive, until their body gave way. Yet at the same time, there are people who are filthy rich that they can buy these bodies.

    There are people who are born beautiful, yet there are also numerous people born ugly.



    but... ms lam say must be positive! *repeats the last paragraph in previous post*

    ~~
    Went to IKEA again after soooooo damn long. We looked like idiots smelling the things we wanted to buy la. Choose one already then walk 3 steps see another one that's nicer. Then another 3 steps and there's another nicer one.



    let's toast each other with the glass
    Thursday, February 05, 2009
    Title : lunch
    Time : 7:02 PM

    i want to have it with you all for ever LOL
    lunch was super funny la.

    anyway we got owned like siao during physics. have fun can already lol. no mark included ma.
    everybody's performance was damn funny la. almost everyone's group name was related to money. $Recession. Money Needed.$, Ji Pa Ban (zee ba band LOL), zhap kor $10 and some funny ones that i cannot remember.

    oh and you know whats the highest skill of a chef? it's tearing tofu in thin strands of hair. :D :D :D only professionals like me (lol) can do it okay. i don't know why i suddenly said that but yea lol. this blog lags pictures -.-

    and sigh. today got a lot of homework to do


    ms lam say must be positive and think of positive things. so, i am pretty, tall, have big eyes, nice nose, nice face shape, long luscious eyelashes, long white legs, pretty teeth, long brown shiny hair, good voice, can sing, has a good boyfriend. :(
    Title : :(
    Time : 7:01 PM

    OH EM GEE I PASSED MATHS
    WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
    i don't know why i practically went mad laughing when i say my paper


    10/20
    NEARLY 50% DEPROVEMENT LIKE WTF


    i suck at maths now.
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    :(
    Tuesday, February 03, 2009
    Title : zzz
    Time : 10:09 PM

    let's spend a handful more days to scare/stress myself.
    Monday, February 02, 2009
    Title : salvation
    Time : 10:31 PM

    will it be possible?

    i screw up every possible friendship i have.

    tan bee yan, loser in life, sucker in friendships. kind of have a nice ring in it.
    Title : consider
    Time : 8:22 PM

    i can never be the first right?
    i can only be the hi-bye friend right?
    i can always never have a best friend right?

    everything went wrong.
    i feel foolish.
    must i always the be one that's left out eh?
    must i always be the substitute
    so when they're here, i'm not needed?
    am i supposed to smile and pretend like i'm very involved?
    listen to you when you're down and you're no where to be found when i needed you.
    Sunday, February 01, 2009
    Title : Apologize
    Time : 3:33 PM

    1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

    2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

    3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

    Okay... here goes.

    1) IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
    Viva La Vida - Coldplay

    2) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
    Mr Brightside - Mcfly

    3) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
    Violent Hill - Coldplay

    4) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
    Miracle - Paramore

    5) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
    Broken Strings - James Morrison

    6) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
    Butterfly - Jason Mraz

    7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
    Dynamo - Jason Mraz

    8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
    How I could just kill a man - Charlotte Sometimes (LOL)

    9) WHAT IS 2+2?
    Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant

    10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
    Sorry's not good enough - Mcfly

    11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
    Fireworks - Mcfly

    12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
    If i were a boy - Beyonce (WTH LOL)

    13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
    The Remedy - Jason Mraz

    14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
    Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade

    15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
    The man who can't be moved - The Script (why this quiz like that one..)

    16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
    Up against the wall - Boys like Girls

    17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
    The Great Escape - Boys like Girls (GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WTH LOL)

    18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
    Breakdown - Plain White T's

    19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
    Word play - Jason Mraz

    20) WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
    Winter Wonderland - Jason Mraz

    21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
    Lucky - Jason Mraz (=___=)

    22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
    Misery Business - Paramore

    23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
    Love Today - Mika

    24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
    Crush - David Archuleta

    25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
    A Lonely September - Plain White T's (wth...)

    26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
    Umbrella - Mcfly

    27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
    Bella Luna - Jason Mraz

    28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
    Heels over head - Boys like Girls

    29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
    Shine - Plain White T's

    30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
    Apologize - Timbaland
    Title : sigh
    Time : 12:41 PM

    the auditions is really scaring the shit out of everybody. =~=

    ... sigh i really don't want to fail the auditions but there's nothing much i can do to change my tone within hours of self prac on monday.