WOLS to the max but i don't care. LOL.

Start off with 10 random facts about yourself.

Ten random facts about me!

1. I like weird people. :D
2. I like lemons (give me a dozen for my birthday)
3. Joey is my best friend :D
4. I don't know Nataline.
5. I am happy now :D
6. I like honeydews also.
7. Once in K2 I was chosen to be a guy dancer among all the females. But it's okay! The girls had to wear sleeveless bareback dresses with apple prints on them. While i wore a tuxedo. LOL
8. I was laughed at many times because of my red face :(
9. I'm trying to be feminine. (lulzwhut)
10. Nataline can never lie to me. LOL.

I TAG!
Trisha aii aii :D
(since Nataline and Joey done this quiz already)

ARIEL :D :D :D!!!!












See la. Never cut hair now look so haggard. (arnold i meant)





LOL

Got hooked on pet society two days ago ._.


Trisha!


Nataline!


My mei!


Jianhong!

So sian. ._.

Headache...

Nausea...

Eyes pain...

Throat dry...

It sucks to feel sick. Especially the part where you feel like vomiting but you cannot vomitttttt.

Sectionals today :D I thought I sounded weird but actually my reed split right in the middle. No wonder. New reed :D RED :D :D :D :D NOW I GOT RED ORANGE YELLOW BLUE PURPLEEEEE

AND THE BEST PART FOR TODAY:
I CAN FINALLY BLOW LOW NOTES LOUDLY. ALL HAIL RED REEDS.



you see, there's lack of topics. sigh :(

WEEEEEEE. Went to Kembangan this morning with Nataline to meet Joey. Then accompanied Joey to Jurong East MRT station to collect money for her friend's blog shop. Then went to shop around IMM.

Then I saw Jianhong. Shout his name liao faster turn and walk away. LOL.

Then went to eat and went to Nataline's house to play PS3 that Kyne brought from home.

Friday sectionals :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D!


YOU ARE NOW MY GOOD FRIEND. LOL!

Starting Time:
12.21AM

Name:
Tan Bee Yan

Shoe Size:
38?

Height:
160cm T_T Was measured few months ago.

Where do you live:
Tampines.

Favourite Drinks:
Plain water, ice lemon tea, green tea.

Have you ever-
Been on a plane:
Yea.

Fallen asleep at school:
Nope. But was bored and drew all around my textbook.

Broken someone's heart:
Confirm plus chop not.

Fell of your chair:
Primary school. Was hated enough for someone to pull my chair away.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
Nope. For msn yea. Many time.

Saved e-mails:
Nope.

What is your room like:
Er.. how does sharing a single bed with your younger sister sound like?

The last thing you ate:
Hokkien mee.

Ever had chickenpox:
Yea.

Ever had Sore throat:
Yea. Going to have again soon due to KFC =_=.

Broken nose:
Choy. Choy choy choy!!!

Do you believe in love at first sight:
I hope my mind won't choose appearance.

Like picnics:
Sounds cool :D :D :D

Who was the last person-
you danced with:
I don't remember.

Last person made you smile:
Online friend for showing me a retarded video.

You last yelled at:
Sec 1s .__.''

Today did you-
Talk to someone you like:
I don't like anybody now.

Kiss anyone:
Nope.

Sick:
Sore throat soon.

Talk to an ex:
No ex how to talk...

Miss someone:
Yea.

Eat:
KFC.

Best feeling in the world:
Nope.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals:
Nope.

What's under your bed:
Floor.

Who do you really hate:
Cockroaches.

What time is it now?:
12.31AM.

Random-
Is there a person who is on your mind now:
Maybe. Maybe not.

Do you have any siblings:
2 Sisters one brother.

Do you want children:
Yes :D :D :D

Do you smile often:
Kind of.

Do you like your handwriting:
Nope. It's a failure to left handed people.

Are your toenails painted:
Nope.

Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:
Anybody's bed that is king sized. Or maybe his bed.

What colour shirt are you wearing now:
Dark blue.

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday:
Oh the way home from Joey's house.

I can't wait till:
The next outing.
PPF December outing.
Celebrate xmas with you all.
New year.
Chinese new year.
Bomb money on next year's birthday presents.

Are you a friendly person:
Depends on who you are.

Do you have any pets:
Two terrapin.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
Er..

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you:
Ariel? I miss her like crazzzzzzzzzy.

Do you sleep with the TV on:
Nope.

Have you ever crawled through a window:
Will get stuck la.

Are you too forgiving?:
Depends on how angry I am.

Are you closer to your mother or your father?
Mummy :D :D :D

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
The fucking whole sec 2 cohort.

How many people can you say you really loved?
Hm.

Do you eat healthy?
My meals are seldom balanced =_=

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
No ex how to take picture.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
I don't think so...

If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?
Rant through MSN to closer online friends LOL.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:
Loud with people I know. Quiet with strangers.

Are you confident:
Not really.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
Pushing my sister in her walker.
Eating.
Sleeping.
Play with my mummy.

5 things on my to-do list today:
Meet Nataline at Tampines Interchange later in the morning.
Meet Joey at Bedok after that.
Go to Jurong East MRT station to do something.
Go to IMM and shop.
Go home and chat through msn.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
If i were a rich girl,
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na.
Donate some to charity.
Give my mummy and papa.
Renovate the empty room in my house so I can sleep there.
Buy some accessories (seriously lacking in them)
Treat you all to a big feast.

5 of my bad habits:
Lazy.
Easily distracted.
Easily irritated.
Often change topics suddenly.
Er.. Too much flaws to list.

5 places I lived in:
Tampines only.

5 jobs I've had:
None =_= Hope there's calefare slot soon. :D :D :D

Hokay it's 12.45AM now. Better go sleep already.

Weeeeee. Set alarm to wake me up at 8am but I kept snoozing it until it was 9am =_=

Went to Joey's house :D :D :D





BREAKFAST/LUNCH!

Then Nataline put on make up for us. LOL.









Joey! Why you make her cry?


First second third.




Spastic smile of mine. LOL.


No mo qi with them =_=


Spazxztic.




I was caught candid. LOL. Was arranging the fringe.

Updates.

Yesterday on the MRT, Trisha and I started writing this so Benjamin will know who we are (even though he already knew how we look like)







AND I FINALLY PRACTICED MY BASSOON :D
Played Jericho over and over again, and once or twice with the actual Jericho track playing. Then played the set piece. I sound horrible >_> Embouchure lost damn.



Jericho!


Dum dum dum dum.


*open*

And after playing I went to see my photobucket old pictures, and I was like shocked to see how slim my face was last time can.


It'S PRACTICALLY A TRIANGLEEEEEEEE. I MUST WORK HARDER TO SLIM DOWN! 45KG HERE I COME T_T


Quizzes

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR :

1. FINGERS:
Beeyan

2. CHIN:
b nrereyah

3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED:
Neeyan

4. ELBOW:
beedyhan

5. NOSE:
b eeyn (i covered my nose with tissue paper)

6. PALM:
b eeyuazn

1. List four random items you have:
Handphone, shirt, shorts, spectacles

2. Have you ever slept in the back of the car?
Yes

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Yes

4. List four people you look up to the most.
Nataline, Joey, Trisha, Benjamin

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
Two.

6. Which do you prefer? White or Black?
White

7. Who is your most played character?
._.?

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances.
Stuck on an island with a friend.

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
What's aspects?

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
Peace giver

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
My elder sister

12. Who was the last person you said love you to?
Nataline?

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your mind:
Lucky. To. Be. In. Love.
Listening to Lucky and the words just pop out.

14. What is one thing you wish you could do better?
Be wiser.

15. Do you like the way you are?
Everybody is unique. So ya :D

16. Choose, Summer or winter?
WINTERRRRR!

17. Rain or snow?
SNOWWWWWWW!

18. Water or ice?
ICEEEEEEEEE!

19. List two odd things about yourself.
I laugh at stupid things.
I'm ugly.

20. Which are two of your bad habits?
Lazy.
Never take care of my face.

21. What is 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
What's pet peeve?

Now list 6 people who should do this quiz.
-Joey
-Nataline
-Trisha
-Benjamin
-Jianhong
-Sherica

01. What have you been doing recently?
Going out everyday >_>

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nope. Unless I'm transferring files.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Got woke up by Arnold's call.

04. When did you last cry?
Maths paper.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Kind of.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Contented with my life.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
HOODIE :D

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My blanket.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Dunman high shorts. Sorry Dunman >_>

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
报纸买好了，不要买。

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
What kind of relationship?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Beverly Hills Chihuahua with PPF-ers

14. What are you proud of?
Errr..

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
报纸买好了，不要买。

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Lucky.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Yea. Bee bee, aii aii.

18. What does your last received text message say?
"Tomorrow want go joey's house in the morning?"

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
One plus

20. Are you currently happy?
Neutral lor.

21. Who gives you best advice?
Online people? ._.

22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
I don't eat whipped cream.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Didn't call anybody yesterday.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Nope.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
I made myself laugh for no reason. =_=

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Home.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Once.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Being annoying.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Nope.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
DRUG FREE BEEYAN!

32. What is the colour of your room?
White.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Never.

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
Talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over againnnnn

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
My secret boyfriend that I have been hiding from you all. /shy

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Er. ._.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
zomg chiu all stalkz mezxzx

38. Do you have a life?
Ahberden. :D

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
Nope.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
LA STORIAAAAAAAA :D :D :D :D
I felt it was nice then Benjamin told me about it. Then I went mad and listened to the song loop over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again for a few weeks.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I hate dreams. Recently didn't have any.

42. Last time you smiled?
Yesterday in the MRT taking pictures with Trisha.

43. Have you changed this year?
I don't know.

44. What are you listening right now?
Violent hill.
If you loveeeeee me
Won't you let me knowwwwwwww.
*electric guitar*

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope. No one to disturb at this time.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Obvious enough or not?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Forget yesterday, live today, make tomorrow better.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
No.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Recorder, clarinet, bassoon, piano.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Kicking the hell out of him.

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Chatting with Trisha.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Single T__T

53. What song best describe your love life?
T____T

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I don't like anybody now.

55. Who always make you laugh?
Joey, Nataline, Arnold, Kyne, lower woodwind sectionals, Trisha, Benjamin.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Mandarin lor.

57. Favourite website(s)?
www.buibui-tan.blogspot.com
SAPORK!

58. What's your middle name?
Bee?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Go to 肥猪's house and play with... make up ._____.

60. What do you think you are like?
I don't know. I hope that i'm the kind that people will run to when they have problems and we'll share each other's experience.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Love of my life (if i have in the future)
Die alone.

62. Where have you been today?
At home lor.

63. What game do you play often?
Never play any games.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Very long never see the siao zha bors already. AND ARIEL. ARIEL. ARIEL. ARIELLLLL <3

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
FRIENDS :D (i will bitch slap them if they choose love)

66. What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz while my WMP just shuffled to Crush.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Tampines North Primary School.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
White, black, red.

69. What emotion you like to show?
Big spastic smile :D.

70. What is your life to you?
Treasures that words are impossible to describe.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Rant to friends. (you all should know >_>)

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Jianhong and Sherica. (in the morning and it's evening now =_=)

73. Who do you admire most?
People who pursue their dreams, or are able to comfort others and make them feel loved.

74. Which month are you born in?
September.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored. Someone disturb me pleaseeee >_>

76. What is the time now?
7.16pm

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
I took this quiz to kill time

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Don't dare to dye it. Later kena allergies =_=

79. Why are you doing this test?
Occupy myself while I wait for people to disturb me.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Rant.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Got people want marry I more than happy already.

82. Who is more important to you?
Family and friends.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Say goodbye and leave to somewhere far away.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Nataline, Joey and online friends that I met before.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
There's always something beautiful happening.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Get married.
Be more feminine
LULZWHAT.
FRIENDS FOREVER :D

87. What is your goal for this year?
Slim down to 45kg and NOT gain the weight back during Chinese New Year.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Maybe.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Doing something that aids someone.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
No.

91. What feeling do you hate most?
Jealousy.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YES :D

93. Do you believe in God?
Yea.

94. Who cares for you most?
MUMMY :D and I hope the siao zha bors also.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and friends.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Handphone to call police.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Many. Really many.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Jump down.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Let him go.

100. How do you feel now?
Still bored.

Tag 10 people to do this quiz:
Just do if you want lor.
Tag tag tag 会 tag 死人的。

Updates on old pictures since my USB cable finally worked again.

Open house

Band farewell party

Today.

Met up with Trisha at 10.30am then met with Jianhong at City hall then Benjamin at Jurong Point. Yay now you all know how ugly i look like. LOL

Spotted Garfield at CD Rama. 20% offer some more.


After sitting down at Kopitiam to talk rubbish, we went to Kiddy Palace.

SHERICAAAAAAAAA!



SEXPOSE TIME!


Benjamin Chia/ BenChia/ ShamanKingYoh


Jian Hong/ Redsword/ AtahaifncaobIchiro


Me and Trisha aii aii :D :D :D :D :D


build with effort and time, crumbles effortlessly in seconds

Today was one of the most tired, most dirty, most oily day of my life. But it was also one of the most memorable day for me.

Met up with Jaslyn at 12.15pm because she didn't know that the time was changed to 1.30pm. Then at 1.30, Regina, Vivien, Amalia, Aiwey and Yeowhong came. Then went up to Suhailah's house to cook.

Amalia and Aiwey fryed the nuggets while the rest of us cut the ingredients or prepare the other food for cooking.

Then we cooked the hashbrows

then the chicken wings

then the crab sticks

then the fish balls

then the beehoon

then the fish

and we ended up all sweaty and smelly and oily.

Then we carried the stuffs to school (it was 6 =_=) and started the dinner. Just stared at others while they eat. Then cleaned up the stuffs. AND TADA. It was 9.

Hope you all enjoyed the food.

Thanks Regina for being a wonderful leader.
Thanks Aiwey and Amalia for being very nice and frying the nuggets.
Thanks Vivien for chopping the ingredients and frying the fish.
Thanks Jaslyn for assisting all of us.
Thanks Yeowhong for cooking the beehoon.
Thanks Suhailah for lending us the kitchen.

THANKS DEBBIE FOR THE VERY CUTE PRESENT :D

do you know that it's irritating to pick up a call only to hear "can you pass this phone to ...?"

Okay i feel stupid.






BUT IT'S ALWAYS OKAY TO BE STUPID ONCE IN A WHILEEEEEEEE :D
AND FAT TIEHGS TEIGHS THIEGSH THIEGHS TEIGHS THIASDHAS 大腿 FTW!


I hope the food tastes nice. I hope the farewell will be a success. I hope Debbie will like the gift from us :D

I hope the food tomorrow tastes nice.

Went out with Angela and Paul to buy Debbie's present. Then met with the F&B people.

Seriously i don't know what's wrong with my leg. There's always this liquid leaking out (what) =_=

Going to cook the food with F&B people tomorrow in the afternoon and carry them to school. I hope it tastes nice. And hope that its enough for everybody.

seriously i told you i hate him. stop it.

CIP-ed again. Going to do CIP almost everyday till December so I can slack more next year. Saw Ms Wan and Mrs Lim and asked for donations.




whywhywhywhywhyyyyyyy

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I cannot contact Debbie
I don't know her number
I don't know anyone who is close to her or has her number
I don't have her address
Her invitation card is still with me
Paul is overseas
The farewell party is this friday

T_T

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Heh. I don't know what made me lose my cool today.

CIP at the open space beside Tampines Mall for 9 hours. My fingers got cut all around. But it's good to see the small children who took the balloons smiling.

Open house.
Open house.
Open house.
Open house.
Open house.

Met up with Nataline and walked around the school, then moved the instruments down, then crapped with Ms Luar.

After open house, went to TM with Nataline and Adolphus to have lunch.

Going to spent 10 hours of tomorrow on CIP.

Went for sectionals early in the morning. actually it's 9 la. but to me, it's early in the morning.

went home slacked, polished my husband then felicia called to ask whether i'm free now. Then i chionged downstairs went to school. Decorated tablet PC booth again =_= it looks damn frigging ugly compared to the other booths la... >_>



Updates on old pictures

Yuhan's super cute dog

We will open a shop. A bakery. Joey will be the baker like she inspired to be. Nataline will be the budding DJ of the bakery. Arnold and Kyne will entertain the customers on a decorated stage. I will be the greedy cashier smelling all of the money.

Sounds like an impossible dream. But it doesn't harm dreaming about such things that makes your day.

Or I could be a kind vet like I wanted to be when I was young. When I sympathised every little stray animal. I can take all of the injured animals in and heal them and let them freeeeeeeeee. I will bandage every wing or leg a bird broke.

Or maybe I should be an inspired interior designer. Design my own dream house and live in it with my future spouse (if any). Tell me your favourite theme and you'll be more than satisfied. Seeing joyful people living in houses designed by me. How's that?

Or I will learn all my scales and notes properly. I will take in breath more than any human can possibly take in. I will play the most melodious music out of a bassoon I bought with the money i earned myself. Then I will be a faithful alumni to Dunman Band. I will then come back and teach every batch of freshmen. I will push them like crazy.

Or maybe I should just brush up my skills and be an artist. Capture every meaningful moment on pencil and paper. Frame them all up and share with the whole world. Or maybe just Singapore. Or just my loved ones. Camp at the top of the greenest mountain just to admire the sunrise and quickly take it down if possible. Lie down on a grassland with someone I love, perhaps my friends, and stare at the sky while the clouds move by. Continuously watching it until the sky gradually turn crimson to the sunset, then purple, then navy blue, then slowly darkening to black, revealing all the stars and full moon if there is.

Oh oh. I also want to be a photographer. Always have a Canon DSLR around my neck. Walk through every street of Singapore just to take photographs of beautiful streets and smallest details of Singapore that people just fail to notice. Forever holding a tripod in my or my companion's hands. Venture through all the places of Earth and develop all of the pictures out. Capture every single smile or laughter of you all. Making a photo album with all the relevant notes on postits pasted on every single space.

A GAME DESIGNER! How can I ever forget that. Design games that will garner interest of people of all sorts, regardless of their personality. Making addictive game plays that will always capture your eyes, your mind. Never fail to make a person captivated over and over again no matter how long he or she has played this game. Ah but with this shitty personality of mine, I will never sit down in an office all day long drawing characters and game styles. I WANT FREEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!

My standard of English is dropping like shit but I hope that the above text described fully what I wanted to be. Or what I previously wanted to be. And if I luckily managed to get married (pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease>_<) I'll sacrifice my remaining life to taking take of the household chores. Stop staring into this 19 inch thing and hopefully forget all of the alphabet arrangements on the keyboard. Maybe it will make me pissed and give up using the computer when I have trouble typing. I will make breakfast, lunch, dinner and give fulllllllllllll commitment to my new family. Love them, teach them, cherish them. Make bentos for my children everyday when they get into Primary School. Or Secondary school if they don't mind being laughed at by others.


Heh. Why am I thinking so much into the future?

what... i got into 3b...


posting results are out at the notice board outside office

Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up.
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have fun with it!

My name: Beeyan

1. Four letter word
Been

2. Boy name
Ben

3. Girl name
Beeyan (immediate pop out in my mind)

4. Occupation
Backside seller

5. Colour
Black
Brown
Blue
Beige

6. Something you wear
Brain

7. Beverage
Bubble tea (the only drink i can think of after 5 minutes)

8. Food
Brownie?

9. Place
Bus stop ._.

10. Something found in bathroom
Brush

11. Reason for being late
Bus never come

12. Something you shout
BASTARDDDDDDD

13. Font
Bleeding cowboys

14. TV show
Ben10 (lolwhut)

15. Song Title
Bouken desho desho

Met up with Joey, Kyne, Arnold and Nataline (see la. i don't want friend you liao. never put my name first :"( ) yesterday at Tampines then went for lunch. Damn. No more kittens at Pet Safari anymore liao T_T

Went to Yuhan's house next. HER DOG IS DAMN FIGGING CUTEEEEEEE. Her hamsters also.

Then after that get drenched all the way while going to White Sands to have dinner with Arnold and Nataline (see la. never mention my name first) Then conferenced with Trisha aii aii, Benjamin and Jianhong.

Later going for lunch with JOEY and nataline (see la. don't want mention my name first) then go for band.

I DID MY FIRST THUMB AROUND!
ALL COME GONG XI ME NAO.

T___T

thanks. my mood is much better now. :)

USING MY OTHER COMP WITH WORKABLE USB PORTS! :D


Cookiezzz and cleamzxz cupcakezxz


i know it looks disgusting >_>


Ended up more like muffins than cupcakes. This batch was abit hard.


Second batch tasted much better.


First batch burnt.


This batch too dry =_=


STEAL MY PATRICK SHIRT AND WEAR!
Thats her fringe. >_>