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thy blog owner.
TANBEEYAN
is not blessed with big eyes, sharp nose, overbite, clear skin, curly hair, double eyelids, skinny face, long body, big breasts, skinny arms, slim thighs and a skinny body.

but she is blessed with a family, great friends, a handphone, computer, headphones, 160cm.

i lemon, honeydew, cinnamon, watermelon, lychee and all other goodness in life. i like spastic people. :D

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    Wednesday, July 30, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 6:05 PM

    Go and fucking eat shit.

    Went to drills half an hour late because of oral. Skipped 1 hour off drill to dig out Jericho conductor score and photocopy scores in the staffroom.

    Then suddenly when Meiyen, Genevieve and I were in the staffroom photocopying, x came in and say that we are not supposed to photocopy original scores when they are not even originals. Then we can only go and write them out and photocopy them. Then it was like wtf la. Then when x went out we continued to photocopy.

    x isn't any band teacher. Just random teacher.

    Damn pissed off today already.
    Monday, July 28, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 6:30 PM

    Lo and behold. I screwed up my literature presentation...


    God i love this picture soooo much sia.



    If you surf the forum it seems more sensible. But WAHAHAAAAA.

    I'm like reading a lot of shoujo mangas recently.

    Boku ni Natta Watashi
    Koukou debut (YOH SAMAAAAAAA <3)
    Honey hunt
    Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu
    Liar game
    Bitter virgin



    zomgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg yoh is damn shuai can


    At this rate i think i can never get married.
    Sunday, July 27, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 5:22 PM

    Yesterday was the speech day o: Was quite looking forward to it.

    Reached music room I think at around 6.45am. Then set up instrument. Then the tuba junior stand up walk accidentally kicked two bassoons. =_= Can manage better with the new reed now.
    The parade was like wtf =_= especially with the full uniform under the rising sun. I sweated like shit and stink even though i used a super nice smelling shower foam that day T_T Then after the parade we went into AVT (aircon!)

    Then breakfast was provided.


    Looks can be deceiving hokay. When you open it up it's just mac chicken without vegetables and sauce. So I went to put chilli all over then eat =_= But providing all the burgers for all performing groups is really a lot of money .___. But I still don't get why they bought so many plants.

    Then after that went to standby outside the hall for performance. Wa piang get up stage i suddenly stage fright then cannot play properly =_= Only after a while then managed to get used to it. *I used to get stage fright everyday when I was in pri school though =_=*


    My elite drink for the day. Went to mama shop after the performance then hoiki took the last mini carton so i took the big one. Was like gulping the drink the whole time until 28 came =_=


    My lunch. I regretted eating something soupy =_=


    Jorim's and Yiling's dessert.

    Then after all that went to Hoiki's house to do music. Doubt that we will do it anyway =_= So in the end we played guitar hero and real guitar.


    Scores and bags.


    JOEY!

    Then joey and I started to get hyped up about learning drums, keyboards and guitar. Until i learnt that each piano lesson was over $100, i forgot about that dream =_= I can self teach myself anyway since i can read taogey and have a piano at home. I think there's scores and piano books hidden deep inside my sister's room since she learnt it before.


    Pipa.


    Jorim playing guitar hero.

    Then donno when started to talk then forgot who say jianyou got obaka at the eye there. Then he say because his friend wanted to throw a water bottle away then he heng heng walk pass and turn = =


    Random shot. I'm so nice today that I didn't sexpose anyone.

    Wee. Quite looking forward to tomorrow's performance.
    Monday, July 21, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 8:29 PM

    Super old yet cute pictures taken during CNY 08 o:


    Zeh zeh, kor kor, me, cousin, cousin, cousin.
    Wa piang I look so fat that time T_T


    My super cute aunties and my mummy (second from right)


    My uncle and my papa. Waaha my papa also very cute.

    Today there's rehearsal again. Blew the heck out of my bassoon. And you know what? I GOT A NEW REED WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I remember paul asking me how old is my reed then I say 1 year then he got the "o_____o" look then after band he gave me a new reed. The color damn ugly sia. Yellow =_=


    Wee rainbowwwwwwww.
    Blue = super salty reed that i soaked overnight in salt water to kill the fungi growing on it =_=
    Orange = my very first reed that broke after my very first blow of the bassoon =_= It split right in the middle.
    Yellow = New reed. Maybe going to use it tomorrow o_o But paul give me the reed that time already cracked.
    Purple = my supa loyal 1 year old reed from the AVT era. I remember i chipped the side off when i stood up in AVT cause there's no space.


    Then when i was in my mother's room changing, i saw this pillow


    Suits my blogskin leh. So I just take and post =_="
    Sunday, July 20, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 7:50 PM

    I'm starting to think that this skin is too gay for me already...

    ANYWAY.

    Title :
    Time : 2:47 PM

    Updates on old pictures.


    KFC


    YILING! Aha the fringe very cute


    Yoshinoya. Been like almost one year T_T

    Hokay. There's this bee who flew in and out of this room and when it comes in i dash out of the room and wait outside for it to fly out =_=

    Yesterday hoiki told me that there's this cat outside her window (wtf 16th storey) walking back and forth and keep mewing. my heart melt sia T_T Then after quite a while an ang moh press ding dong on her door and say "i think my cat is outside your window" Then hoiki and her zeh zeh were like "yea"

    Then in the end the cat got saved WEEEEE.
    Saturday, July 19, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 9:15 PM

    Wee yesterday there's a full dress rehearsal (damn hot)

    So after school went to chiong wear uniform then eat in case there's not enough time to change later on. Then I think i spent like 15 minutes wearing the damn stocking alone. Then came out of the toilet like i just bathed =_= Then wore court shoes and went to carry chairs (=_= i nearly fell down the stairs) and sweated like crap. Then after the parade rehearsal went to the concert rehearsal in the hall. Then after the first concert rehearsal, Mr Lim went to the PA room and told them to make some light effects (I think) cause halfway through sock hop, he turned around and looked at the room and make his hands in the blinking action.

    Then had drills this morning, ate Yoshinoya (wee) then came home all sweaty and stuff and slept immediately (without changing =_=)
    Thursday, July 17, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 7:50 PM

    Wa piang. Today i had my biggest shock in my damned life lor. I seriously didn't know that paul can play the drum set better than QQ =__=

    Tomorrow there's full dress rehearsal, court shoes, stockings, skirt, tuxedo, blazer, bow tie, the don't know what band, in open area, big sun shining and smiling at us, with our stockings and blazer on. Damn it.
    Tuesday, July 15, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 2:50 PM

    YILING'S BACK! YAY. o:

    She brought tons of chocolates along with her. Lol.

    Today was quite boring especially during the home econ and my obvious-lack-of-words collage T_T

    There's this one very sexy head phone that I seriously want to buy now. Not sure about the price though. I always always always wanted a head phone T_T


    It's just so damn sexy that I don't even know which color to buy x_x

    I just realised today that on Thursday there's a rehearsal (i thought there wasn't x_x) and a full dress rehearsal on friday (yes with stockings, court shoes, the red color band thing, tuxedo, jacket and maybe the bowtie) I hope the bowtie woman don't come back or came back after the speech day so we don't have to wear it. Then after the rehearsal we still have to play for the Rotary thing. Then around quite late then can leave and then the next Saturday morning there's 2hours of drills again.

    Wee i'm getting darker and darker
    Sunday, July 13, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 6:57 PM

    SUPPAAAAAAAAAA mini outing today with Trisha, Vanessa and Jianhong.

    Met up with Trisha and Jianhong first at guardians then I realised that IBM cannot make it. Then went to walk around TM and CS. Then went to CS arcade, then check the timing for movies. Then went to TM arcade and check for timing for movies. Then went back to CS to buy tickets then go to East point pet safari.

    Sian not much kittens left anymore T-T Then walk all around East point then went back to TM to meet up with Vanessa. Then I started to talk more =_= Then went to toy'r'us then to TM arcade again.


    Hoho sexpose.


    Sexpose Trisha hair

    Then the person who played HOD4 after jh shake the gun until very funny =_=

    Then went to watch movie and I finished my large sprite before the damn movie even started =_=
    Saturday, July 12, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 10:42 PM

    I think the woodwind instruments nearly died during the rehearsal yesterday.

    Today woke up early to I can slowly eat something then walk slowly to the bus stop and slowly get on the bus and slowly go for foot drills.

    At least the weather is not as hot as last week. Then had sectionals after that. Joey and Hoiki nothing to do again so they swept the music room =_= Then while packing the instruments, I heard someone playing the keyboard in the music room then is Paul play one. I seriously thought that the song was from korean dramas lor =_= (joey and hoiki said it was from Phantom of the Opra. .__.

    Then went to CS to have lunch with hoiki then went home (duh) and re-read Full moon wo sagashite since I forgot the story line (i only read it last week ;_;)

    Tomorrow finally a break from band.
    Friday, July 11, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 9:37 PM

    Seriously I don't know whats wrong. So what if my face is guailan? So what? I'm born with it.

    I don't even know you two. I don't remember acting cool anyway. Would you like show some evidence then start accusing and insult me?

    Since when did I act cool? If you mean folding up my sleeves or whatever, FYI my sleeves are damn long as my blouse is over sized and its fucking hot so I had to fold it up.

    If you hate me cause of my face, why not judge me by my character instead of judging me by my looks?

    Rebecca: and if you think you have a problem with us , come and get us . lets see what you're capable of . and to beeyan's friends , stop being a f.ucking kpo before i start to change my target . f.ucking kpo

    If you know me by my personality, I don't go violence. Why not talk reasons instead of violence?

    And I don't care whether I sound humji or not but seriously. I find this whole shit of this annoying. Why not GTFO my life? Why must you just had to step inside my life? I'm already damn pissed today and you just had to ruin my mood more.

    Rebecca: & i see that you've gotten some loser friends to gather at your mini tagboard . how exciting , lets play .

    They're not losers. Do you think I like you either? Even if I hate someone, I won't go to the extend to insult him/her in his/her blog. In this case, it's like you're stepping as low as me.

    Rebecca: so what if jennifer has a problem with you ? its her problem if she doesnt like you , can't help it if you have the f.ucking guailan face , blame it on yourself .

    Great. Now blame me cause of my face. It's HER problem when she doesn't like me. Why must you include me into this?

    Rebecca: We do not have a problem with your looks , its just that , stop giving that , " oh look at me im so f.ucking cool " face , its a total turn off .

    Ah sweet. Now you say there's nothing wrong with the way I look. I don't remember acting cool either way.

    jennifer: if you think that you are so good, wuji come find me okay! please lar, you are just a peanut! think your hairstyle very cool uh? come meet up and i'll cut off your oh so cool hair.

    I didn't say it was cool.

    jennifer: to your kpo friend nataline, tell her to watch out as well or you two will be our target together.

    Oh great. Now you're pulling her into this as well. Wth is wrong with you and Rebecca? She's just standing up for me. I can also consider you and Rebecca as kpo people in my blog too. And FYI, I didn't so you shouldn't classify her as kpo.





    If you hate me that much, then tell me why and state reasons. I don't mind them. However if you stoop as low as just splurting vulgarities out and insulting my friends too, then so sorry but I'll start hating you as well even though I do not know you.
    Thursday, July 10, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 8:43 PM

    Haven't post in ages =__=

    Celebrated Felicia's birthday on 7/7/08, Monday (long long ago x_x)
    Was asked to wear dress by Nataline. Then in the end wore blouse with pants (wahaha) and Felicia and Nataline wore sexy low cut dresses. Went to parkway.



    *insert picture to spite joey*


    Someone betrayed percussion.


    Haiyo pregnant some more. Kids nowadays ah..


    Betray saxophone and percussion.


    I am very weida. I gave my daughter away to Felicia T-T As cute as me right? I know la /shy/
    Hokay shut up =_=

    Yesterday went chionging Science but then there was this question about the mirror image and see whats the name. Then I experimented with my phone and took a mirror image of the picture.








    And I still don't know how to read the cursive font.

    Then I thought that Literature was on Thursday so I went asking aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lot of people on msn what to do for literature, then I realised in school today that there was no Literature =_=

    Long long long long long long long long long long long long time never drew any non-chibi stuff. It looks decent o_o (at least for me) The hands and positionings still suck though. And forget about the shit shadings. As long as is Takuto he looks damn seksi.





    NOSE BLEEEEEEED! Don't care about the hand and the scratches on the camera =_=

    Oh ya. Tuesday's band was superrrrr tiring for me cause Mr Lim suddenly increased the speed of the Hot Latin and I had to tongue like shit and Paul wasn't there =_= Today's band was much better other than the spoilt air con behind me T-T Then when I went to find scores Joey showed me a bassoon poster she found in the Band Store when she was clearing up things and she said that it was $10 x_x

    HOKAY. I just got pranked by the evil person who went home halfway today and hence not turning up in band.

    Tomorrow's speech day rehearsal. My tongue is dying from the burn I got from campbell soup yesterday =_=
    Sunday, July 06, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 3:12 PM

    Last friday went to send the choir people in Air port >:









    Lazy to go into details.

    FULL MOON WO SAGASHITEEEEEE! TAKUTO <3 ZOMG ZOMG HOT HOT
    Friday, July 04, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 6:11 PM

    Wee i think i'm going to cut my hair again. Most likely will be cutting spikey again so i can look like the normal me again .__.

    Today was quite slacky except for PE. I FINALLY PASSED THE DAMN 2.4! Joey and I started to run since the start of the year and finally passed T-T Hokay. Then after school Joey went to report for detention then I went to have sectionals.

    I stood outside the music room then waited for i think 45 minutes before the music room was open. Then another 10-15 minutes for the contractor to open the band store. Then finally had sectionals =-=

    Tomorrow must wake up so early just for 2hours of drills =_= I rather they cancel thursday's or tuesday's practice and move it to saturday.
    Tuesday, July 01, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 7:25 PM

    So I'm like quite pissed off today especially when the same random sec 4 girl keeps shouting out my name and when I turn to her direction, she just turns away and laugh to her imaginary friend. It's damn annoying especially when I do not know you.

    So you think that it's so damn fun to shout people's name and turn away and laugh? It's super annoying and childish in my opinion. It's low life.