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thy blog owner.
TANBEEYAN
is not blessed with big eyes, sharp nose, overbite, clear skin, curly hair, double eyelids, skinny face, long body, big breasts, skinny arms, slim thighs and a skinny body.

but she is blessed with a family, great friends, a handphone, computer, headphones, 160cm.

i lemon, honeydew, cinnamon, watermelon, lychee and all other goodness in life. i like spastic people. :D

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Arnold
Aster
Beeyan
Benjamin
Bernadette
Chemistry > YOU
Chris
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Hoiki
Hongshen
Jasper
Jiahui
Jianhong
Jianyou
Jiayu
Joey
Jolin
Jorim
Joshua
Jun Ming
Kiat Han
Magdalene
Marc
Meiyen
Nataline
Pei Kheng
Qi Xiang
Ryan Chia
Tianyan
Trisha
Weisheng
Vanessa
Vincent
Weishan
Yiling


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    Saturday, September 29, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 8:12 PM

    I have a feeling that my blog posts are getting shorter and dumb :l So, I'll try to make this post as meaning full and smart as possible.

    Anyway, I suddenly have a biggggggggggg issue with Zero (from Megaman not 0)


    *Drools* Okay o_o" I should really start avoiding the computer now. Anyway, *gosh so shuai >.>* this picture is from Deviant art. And this is the artist: http://yakumofujii.deviantart.com/

    ZERO! BLACK! YAY. I prefer the old version of Zero to the newer one

    The newer Zero

    I don't like the suit :l And his hair is not tied TT^TT

    The older Zero *<3<3*

    MORE ARMOUR <3 andmoreimportantlythegreenboobies
    I was kidding about the striked-out words. He looks much.. nicer with tied up hair and heavily armoured. <3

    BLACK ZERO! *OMGOMGOMGFAINTS*

    IT'S THE FRICKING BLACK ZERO! *nosebleedsthenfaints*

    Okay o_o" Anyway, I stocked up with moreeeeee tidbits in my house and I bought a weighing scale too (shit). Now, it's easy for me to keep track of my weight -_-"

    *Long post long post* Gaaaaaa..
    I'll start mugging tomorrow. For the whole of next week I'll go home immediately.
    Friday, September 28, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 2:46 PM

    YAY. Finally episode 142 of Bleach was out. ISHIDA IS TEH BACK! O: Orihime suck la -_-.

    Anyway, today is the Friday so me is the very the hyper. Let me scan the neoprints I took with Hoiki yesterday out of boredom.



    I like this one a lot. I like the background. I like me trying to dig Hoiki's eyes out. I like the 'x' on Hoiki. I like the 'o' on me. I love the +DELIA and +GEN. I love this neoprint. xD

    I'll try remembering what happened today.

    *****
    Science.

    Done I think five questions or more in the worksheet then moved to our group and 'play games'. Don't think dirty. I just don't think that that is considered game. LOL. Anyway, it's still okay as it's educational. Forgot which team won.

    *****
    Maths.

    We had a test ;---; I could only finish one and a half paper (3 pages) the question I stopped at was the car catching up the lorry one. Mrs Teo said we could continue next time :3

    *****
    Recess. (YAY)

    Played flying fingers on Jorim's phone.

    I can't remember the rest of the day.
    Anyway, my phone have the super cool Mario theme YAY :D.
    Wednesday, September 26, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 3:54 PM

    A random chat with Jianyou, Hoiki chan and Ms wan O:







    Now Jianyou should receive more homework tomorrow from Ms Wan :o
    Monday, September 24, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 3:44 PM

    Ms Wan told us our CCA points today. I only got like 4? I didn't skip any practice ;__; Cally quited band long long time ago *I think it was before we moved to main band* and she also got 4. I didn't skip any practice ;---; Marc got highest. 12 I think. Dira got 10. VC also get 10. Walau VC like that also can get 10. Normal band people get 4-5. Councilor can get extra 5-6. Like that I also want be lor. I can be damn fricking guai when I want to, like in primary school. I am a damn(ed) respectable Deputy head prefect leh o_o"

    Anyway, I got like 4 and it's so fricking unfair when I didn't skip any practices and Cally quited in around June and she got 4 too. ):

    Genevieve requested that I don't mention her name and call her G........ so, G........ and I went back to class to get our bags after the Happy toilet thing and got our bags then went home.

    3rd 1C
    2nd 1D (YAY. I didn't do anything >.>)
    1st 1E

    1E theme was donno what shopping mall thing. It's so fricking pink and girly with all those tweety bird blabla toys (They look freaky anyway) so I shall avoid that toilet. Good thing that the 4th floor still has a toilet that is not in the happy toilet thing or I might not enter any toilets in our school for the rest of my life.

    1D toilet looks very nice. Whats wrong with colored urinals la -_- The Sundar disapproves of colored urinals. It's not like the guys sit on the urinals to pee right?

    1C toilet not bad. I like the kiss mark on the door.

    Anyway, let me dig out a picture or something from my pictures to make my blog happier o_o"


    HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY THERESA! (23/09)


    OMG IT'S DOMO KUN'S TELEVISION!


    OMG IT'S DOMO KUN!


    "OMG IT'S ME! DOMO KUN!"


    "Can't you see I'm busy?"


    The left is me, followed by pro twitter JM, then Miss Wan and finally Glen (I think).

    YAY and if you didn't notice, I added thumbnails of the people that I link to! Except for Jianyou since I don't have his pictures.
    Sunday, September 23, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 11:11 AM

    Okay now my hair is fricking long. If the Hasnah catches me she'll surely make me tie my hair. TIE LEH. TIEEEEEE LEHHHHHHH. Shit la. My bangs are also very long now. Fringe is obviously damn long.

    ヽ(* `Д´)ノ bee yan Mario the Princess got kidnapped again! says:
    HK CHAN :D
    ヽ(* `Д´)ノ bee yan Mario the Princess got kidnapped again! says:
    ME ISH BUY TEH HITSOOGALA KEY CHAIN
    ヽ(* `Д´)ノ bee yan Mario the Princess got kidnapped again! says:
    YESTADAY AT TEH CHEENA TOWNNN

    And here is the pwnfool key chain


    The blue dog tag thing is from Comics connection. The chibi Hitsu-kun also from Comic Connection. The big big keychain from cheena town yay :D

    There's also a lot of other key chains like Final Fantasy *Yuna, Cloud, Sephiroth* and Naruto stuff *meh*

    After going to Cheena town, my family went to Bedok Centre to stock up snacks for me :D

    Bought:
    -Lychee gummies
    -2 Everlasting gobstoppers
    -Caramel corn original flavour
    -Vitagen

    Yay ;---; Beeyan has bigbig keychain of hitsu kun 8D

    Random funny video from youtube

    GIRLY MAN!
    YOU'LL BE PUMPING OLVATINE!
    Friday, September 21, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 3:10 PM

    YAYZ0R ME IS NOW AT TEH PWNFOOL HOIKEH HOUSEEEEEEE. YAYAYAY :D

    BLEACH 141 SUCK LIKE TEH FUCKING HELLLLLLLLLLL. FULL OF THE STUPID ORIHIMEEEEEEE INOUEEEEEEEEEEEEE _l_

    I bet I will fail the chinese reading book test. Anyway, today chinese lesson damn funny la. Everyone was like reading the textbook so damn loudly. The girls read loud guys louder then girls louder abit then continue -_-. Anyway, the musical came out like sai. The door was suppose to drop on the floor so nothing is wrong. The Sheryl open door hit my face was done unintentionally but Ryan Chia said that it was the funniest part so okay lor. I didn't think I acted gay enough. And the worst part is that we forgot to bring the scripts down so the narrater missed out a lot of things and my gay past was totally gone.

    :l Hope we don't fail.
    Thursday, September 20, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 7:37 PM

    Yay. Now VC insulted me by saying that I'm an idiot. IN JAPANESE. So what if you know japanese? If you are unhappy with me just because that I told you to settle your personal things IN MSN, THEN FRICKING SAY THAT TO MY FACE. YOU SEE. MY FACE. M-Y-F-A-C-E. BEEYAN'S FACE. B-E-E-Y-A-N-F-A-C-E. IS THAT SO FRICKING HARD? Seriously. To me, you are just a coward that uses unknown languages that most of the people don't know and saying that you are unhappy with me in a tagboard is seriously COWARDLY. SEE THAT? C-O-W-A-R-D-L-Y.

    It's my blog so I can say anything I want. SEE THAT? MY BLOG. M-Y-B-L-O-G. GTFO if you hate me.

    ----

    Now on with the real post.
    After school, Genevieve, Cally, Felicia, Jacqueline, Sheryl, Jorim and I went to paint our remaining props for tomorrow. Suddenly the black paint ran out so me and Genevieve had to buy spray paint, while the rest of them went to have lunch. Genevieve and I went back first so we painted the rest of the props black. Then suddenly Mr Yap came and scolded us saying why the floor so dirty blablabla, why never use newspaper. Then in the end we had to scrub the floor till all the black paint drops off the floor. After making the props, we went to Cally's house to rehearse the musical. We haven't decided the songs so I think I will print out some of the lyrics then blablabla. I still have to make my ship and a paper shredder.

    RETARDED BEE TURNS A TEENAGERRRRRRR. Yay.
    Wednesday, September 19, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 6:40 PM

    I painted Genevieve's nose by accident today :k It wasn't on purpose >.>

    After school, me and Genevieve went to have lunch in the canteen and when we finished, we saw Cally and Felicia walking outside and so we tagged along to the cafe. Cally and Felicia ate while me and Genevieve went to find cardboard boxes. Then Genevieve saw NTUC dumping loads of boxes out so we went back to Cally and Felicia there. Sheryl and Jorim then came along. Jorim and Sheryl went with me and Genevieve to get the cardboard boxes. We asked the auntie whether she can give some of them to us and she gave them o_o. I took the 'KAO Bleach' one. Genevieve took the Dynamo one. Jorim took the Laurier (sp?) one (>.>!) while Sheryl took the Pampers one. YAY FOR BLEACH :D

    Anyway, we're presenting our musical on Friday so we still have tomorrow to set up the props. While we are painting the 'artistic' mama's table, Jorim pointed out a National Day wish flag with the words 'Hope GST from 7% drop to 0%'. I seriously agree with that o_o

    What we done today:
    -Mama's table
    -Two island

    What is needed to be done tomorrow:
    -Big drawing of Lina (Mirror)
    -Picture of Lina (photograph for the Chief to ask Minah)
    -Paint tissue box (paper shredder)
    -Door
    -Sea
    -Paint the island green
    -Find green pictures from magazine to use as food
    -Paper plates, cup, cutleries

    I think it can be done :l Good luck to those who are doing the musical tomorrow.

    Let me dig out some pictures I took last time


    My first instrument in band. 549203 I think <3


    Nicholas transforming himself into a box. (He failed)


    My pwnz0r MP3


    A very cute random puppy in East Point. I love the teddy inside too.
    Monday, September 17, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 6:46 PM

    Boo I don't feel like blogging.
    YAY THERE'S NO BAND TOMORROW!
    Boo I don't feel like blogging.
    YAY THERE'S NO BAND TOMORROW!
    Boo there's home econ practical tomorrow.
    YAY THERE'S NO BAND TOMORROW!

    Actually, I have no grudges against band. In fact, I like it very much, except the part where you have to pin up your hair and the time they release you at. And yea, I forgot to do my chinese homework. I don't think I even brought it home. I didn't even know there's chinese homework until Hoiki told me.

    RETARDED BEE STRIKES AGAIN IN BEEYAN'S MATHS TEXTBOOK!
    *inserts picture*
    OH THE HORRORRRRRRRR.

    Anyway, I changed my bag. It's now velvet and is khaki in colour. It's a tote/ sling bag. I don't hold bags in tote so yay for sling :D The bag is like so damn big so when placed beside my old black canvas sling, the canvas sling looks so damn small. My new bag is like big enough to be a hand luggage so if I have a passport, I can just ran to Johor. Anyway, I brought Gary the Goomba to school. It's called Gary cause in the Super Mario Bros. Super Show, it's called Gary and in some of the games like Paper Mario, Super Mario Bros: Partners in time, etc, etc, it's called Gary. Not the 1A Gary but just Gary. I should like act it's a girl to prevent further misunderstandings.

    Here's a purdeh picture of Goomba :D


    Another purdy picture of Goomba with Luigi's hat


    Lastly, a purdeh picture of my ultra pwnf00 velvet bag




    Oh wait, there's more pictures! :D

    Me, Delia and Hoiki at Hoiki's pwnf00 house


    Gay pebbles

    "Peek-a-boo"


    "Are you a guy? I am one too!"

    Cute ktiten under my house

    "I know you want to touch me :3"

    MY PWNF00 WATCHES! *Actually only two are mine. The red and the white one on a single hand*


    And last but not least!

    "Hello, I am Mr. Chicken rice."
    It's made by my younger sister so I'm not the retarded one here. Done at a random coffee shop far far away from Tampines in one random morning market.

    Bye for now :D
    Sunday, September 16, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 8:09 PM

    YAY SECOND POST :D
    1000 Words lyrics (the song on the left)

    I know that you're hiding things
    Using gentle words to shelter me
    Your words were like a dream
    But dreams could never fool me
    Not that easily

    I acted so distant then
    Didn't say goodbye before you left
    But I was listening
    You'll fight your battles far from me
    Far too easily

    "Save your tears cause I'll come back"
    I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
    But still I swore
    To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
    Shouting might have been the answer
    What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
    But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

    'Cause a thousand words
    Call out through the ages
    They'll fly to you
    Even though I can't see I know they're reaching you
    Suspended on silver wings

    Oh a thousand words
    One thousand embraces
    Will cradle you
    Making all of your weary days seem far away
    They'll hold you forever

    Oh a thousand words(a thousand words)
    Have never been spoken(oh yeah)
    They'll fly to you
    They'll carry you home(carry you home)and back into my arms
    Suspended on silver wings(on silver wings!)

    And a thousand words (oh)
    Call out through the ages(call through the ages!)
    They'll cradle you(oh yeah)
    Turning all of the lonely years to only days(only days)
    They'll hold you forever
    Oh a thousand words

    The song is from Final Fantasy X2 and I think it's beautiful la. Although I really wanted the main characters to be guys *heheh* but then Paine is damn pretty de lor. Nevermind. I sound like a lesbo. Anyway, the Final Fantasy series is made when their company is going bankrupt, so they made Final Fantasy as their final game. Surprisingly, Final Fantasy was such a hit that the company was not in dept anymore. Hence, they made a series of Final Fantasy games. There's also I think 2 or 3 movies from the Final Fantasy game, and the most popular one is 'Final Fantasy advent children', starring Cloud. Anyway, Final Fantasy X2 is the sequel of Final Fantasy X, where Tidus is just a dream. After Yuna defeated Sin, Tidus vanished as well *not really vanished I think. Just went to farplane (sp?)* After donno how many years, Yuna found a spear that had a guy that looked like Tidus inside *it's not Tidus actually.* and started to become a sphere hunter to track down Tidus with Rikku and Paine.

    YAY :D ME LUF LARSA FROM FINAL FANTASY XII <3
    Title :
    Time : 7:16 PM

    It's raining D: Hope it rains continuously till tomorrow morning so the Parade Ground will be wet so we don't have to go down to have our assembly on the Parade Square.

    2 Reasons:
    1. It's eff-ing hot with the tie on and squeezing with so many people on the Parade Square
    2. I don't have to pin up my fringe and I ran out of pins.

    Yesterday I was telling Hoiki about me being a normal girl and having crushes and she freaked out saying that I don't look like a normal girl. =.= Anyway, the crush is my ex-classmate so you faggots shutup and stop making stupid rumours about me. I told Hoiki about me wearing a skirt during my last year Graduation night and she was like, "A SKIRT? YOU HAVE A SKIRT?!" Okayyyyy.. Big reaction. The skirt is from my elder sister anyway. Damn black. Anyway, I was searching in friendster for people in Dunman that I know and I happened to come across Leon's friendster. I was like looking at his profile pictures then something caught my attenion- 'OSMAN IN DA HOUSEZ' or something like that. The picture shows Ms Osman posing at our backdoor with two 1E guys laughing. Ms Osman not that bad la.

    Anyway, about the skirt thing, the skirt is from my elder sister and for the Graduation night, my mummy told me to wear like a normal girl so bobian take the one and only skirt that I have in my cupboard, other than my school uniform. So I was forced to wear the black skirt. I was told not to wear boy-ish pants so thats another reason why I can't wear pants. I don't have girlish pants.

    Lastly, can you faggots shut up about me and jianyou? It's like, I'm not his wife or whatever. I treat him as a girl and he treats me like a guy. Just because he likes to kajiao me doesn't mean he likes me. One more time I freaking hear this I swear I'll break your fucking spine.

    ALL HAIL TEH PWNz0R RETARDED BEEEEEEEEEEEE. Retarded Bee has two husbands. YAY :D Girls shoo no steal >_>

    HUSBAND NUMBA WAN!

    HITSUGAYA CHANNNNNNN. Anyway the picture on top is just an imagination from Ikkaku of Hitsugaya in Primary school.

    Real Hitsu kun:


    YAY :D

    WELCOMING SECOND HUSBANDDDDDDD

    LUIGI SANNNNNN <3

    I'm more interested in 2 dimensional/ 3 dimensional guys so it's kind of amazing I have a crush.
    Saturday, September 15, 2007
    Title :
    Time : 6:46 PM

    Second post today :D Here's some pictures to update you on what happened in my life last year.


    This picture is taken when my previous class, 6/9 is preparing themselves for the graduation performance.


    This picture is taken when waiting for the performance to start. I wore a skirt that day. >.> It's been ages since I last wore skirts without shorts inside.


    Not the full class. Had a few photographers.


    My class's white board. Not drawn by me.


    The board outside the office with all the staff's photo inside.


    Farewell present from Rachel.


    Holding pompoms to welcome the Principal to school since it's her last day.


    A kitten I nearly brought home on graduation night. My mum didn't allow me to and it's hard to smuggle it up the bus.


    My school :D

    Here's some random photos

    HK CHANNNNNNN. No I'm not les. Took during sports day.


    Took on one Monday when Mdm Nora didn't come.


    Please tilt your head to the left to see this pwnz0r fries tower made by my brother.

    Thats all for today. Might upload more pictures tomorrow after my family outing.
    Title :
    Time : 4:50 PM

    Finally a Saturday :D Woke up at around 9am today, too bad it started raining if not, I might be able to get out to the nearest arcade and try Mario Kart arcade GP 2 >_>"

    Welcoming Mr. Typo slip!


    Well cone Beeyan. Well cone teachers.

    And also welcoming Mr. Assbin


    The black circle with a man throwing things in it seems like it's saying, 'Hey the asshole who throws things into the assbin!' Some brilliant guy (I don't know who) pasted an 'A' on the 'D' of the 'DSS', representing Dunman Secondary School. Now it's Ass :l

    I hate my Maths now. Dropped like.. 15+? Still an A1 though. LOVE MY ENGLISHHHHHHHH! Improved like sai. A1 now :D. Anyway, there's a very cute dustbin in my school. It has the imprint of DSS (my school) and some random person sticked an 'A' on the 'D', making it ass bin. There's a black circle beneath it with a guy in it throwing things so it makes it look like 'HEY! YOU'RE THE ASSHOLE WHO USES THE DUSTBIN!' LOL xD

    My school's offering an overseas study program in Australia in the December holidays. Cost about S$1000 - S$2500. I don't think I would be going. It's scary when you're overseas with teachers and friends. Working a class comic which introduces everyone of the people in my class (39 of them). I would go mad if it's drawn in MSpaint, so I would most likely do about 4-6 panels per person. Might take a few weeks or so since my end-year exams are coming, so I won't be on very often. Need reference to drawn them in chibi though. Might also be deciding whether to color them or not. Maybe I only color for girls >.>"

    NEVERMIND :D

    Let me update this blog with what happened on Wednesday.

    WEDNESDAYYYYYY
    Hoiki chan bought a Bleach poster! She most probably ripped off her old Pokemon poster and placed the Bleach poster there. So, when she wakes up everymorning, she turns to her left and WALA! She sees her first husband Renji :P Forgot what happened after that though >.>

    THURDAYYYYY *A BAND DAY!*
    The woodwinds had to stay for sectionals with the conductor while the brass section went to have sectionals themselves outside of the AVT. *WE HAVE TEH PWNZ0R AIRCON!* Hoiki must have enjoyed herself with her seniors. (Ooo lala :P) Anyway, we played 'Hot Latin!' since we are going to have a concert on that song in next year's March holidays. The conductor asked whether we want to have a combined concert, meaning we play and the choir sing together in Hot Latin!, or we have solo performances, meaning Band play one song, Choir one song and so on. At first, the conductor only said Guitar and String might be our guest performers but when he said Choir, no one wanted to have a combined concert already. LOL BAD BLOOD WITH CHOIR.

    FRIDAYYYYYYYY
    Had my results slip and it was still okay, since I didn't failed any subjects UNLIKE JIANYOU, WHO FAILED THREE LOL. When it was after school, it rained terribly and I didn't have an umbrella ella ella eh eh elaaaaaa. So, I had to share with Genevieve her umbrella ella ella while Hoiki and Cally shared one umbrella ella ellaaaaa. Still got drenched thought. Genevieve didn't cover me D: Half of me is wet, my back is wet, my bag is also wet. >.>
    Title :
    Time : 4:50 PM

    10 more days till I'm fully a teenager. I will miss being a kid though.
    Went to Hoiki's house today and played Paper Mario on her Wii. She's afraid of the 'mimimimimimimi' sound that Mimi makes so to cut it short, she's scared of words. xD After a while, chatted in MSN and home I go. Drew a picture of Luigi to practice on mouse controlling and I'm quite satisfied with the outcome so yay ^^.

    There's band tomorrow :l I think my neck is going to break due to the bassoon >_>" There's Home econ theory and Science back-to-school test and I haven't studied anything. Going off now :D. Please come and check back regularly for updates and I might start a Mario comic when I get the hang of working in MSpaint and controlling the mouse properly with my uber useless right hand. (I'm left handed) :P

    Here's two of the pictures I drew of Luigi:

    First try

    Not so satisfied. The color's are abit off and the shading are off too.

    Second try

    This is much better. Took an hour and half I think.